Jun 14, 2005 02:49
Well i have bitching about john for the past how long?!?!?!? well thats okay now because its over. i guess i held on to him was because i thought that maybe he would love me like he did again but that didnt happen we just lost so much. and well thats okay because now i can be happy and not bitchy all the damn time. so to answer you question yes me and john have broken up FOR REAL and its OVER and hun i have no regrets i mean yes i did love you at one time and no im not going to dwell on this and be sad for like months im actually over it and i have found someone that is just freaking great and he is omg so undescribeable its so unreal its like i have died and gone to heaven. it is just sweet! help me god cuz i this is just to good. i mean not to be mean but i guess i have cried enough in this relationship that i cried it all out and there is nothing left. Heres the story (sort of)
John and me took a break because he needed time to think by himself. and then well shit went down i started to date my best friend Chris and it was cool. And then me and john got back together and then he said i will give you one more chance and then that night said "I think we should break up" then the next day same thing then the next. well then on friday we finally have a good day. and we were supposed to restart. well on thursday i meet this kid named Steven.
Steven is a brother to a guy that works with my mom. and my mom me and danielle went out with her and sally (the guys mom) and his little brother (Steven). Well steven thought i was cute and i thought the same. Steven is 20 he has 6 tattoos and a tounge ring (sexy). so then we go to leave and we are pulling out of the parking lot and he text messages my mom and says tell red (thats me) to call me. and i was like SWEET! and i text him back saying i didnt have his number, so then he gave me his number and we have been talking and stuff.
So then friday my mom and sally yet again go out so i was like maybe this time he will talk to me if he likes me and well he didnt really talk but he did some. and jeremy was like well i need to go to the secratary of state (sp?) and we was like okay. so he and my mom and sally go with jeremy. and danielle and me and steven are outside talking well my mom waves in danielle so me and steven could have a chance to talk. and we talk for a bit and i end up liking this kid a lot more then i thought i would.
So then we go home and stuff me and john were supposed to go to the fair and i was supposed to sleep with him because i promised and well i didnt know i was going to be out so late with my mom so i couldnt and he got bitchy like always and then we left had a good time and then he went home. and my mom was talking to steven on the phone and he said that he couldnt stop thinking about me from the day before and he really liked me and wanted to hang out.
So Saturday i got to my cousins house and i rode 4-wheelers and a go-kart and then the go-kart broke so i watched movies with Kris, John and Chase. and me and kris started to wrestle and he almost ripped off my pants. then that night i was talking to steven and i called him and i was like well if you want to talk to me more then you will have to call my home phone cuz i was on a cell. and he was like okay and we talked from like 11 to 3 in the morning it was freaking sweet.
So sunday was like the best because my mom takes me to work and steven come and picks me up and we go to his house. and we watch Hot chick and National Treasure. well sort of watched. i was texting my mom the whole time and she was like you better be GOOD. and im like i am. well i started to write to steven because he is shy like me. so i was like talking to him and he was like i like you and i was like i like you to. and he was telling me how he couldnt get me out of his head and stuff and im like yeah same here dude. and he was like i want to kiss you and i was like do it. and he puts his phone down and like it was like WOW. tounge rings are freaking sweet omg it was like the best thing ever you dont even know. it was like crazy i was in heaven. so we make out until i had to go and he drops me off. and my mom was like well we gots ta go and im like okay and she goes well go to the side of the house so i could kiss steven good bye. and i did and it was great and he is such a good kisser and like everything else.
So thats about it. and i talked to him from like 3 to 7 then i had to eat and then he called me at 9:30 to 2:15 and it was like 9 hours of talking wiht this kid and like it was crazy becuase we talk about anything and everything and its cool. and well i get to see him on Saturday and i cant wait. i mean this kid is tall he is like 6'4 and its just sexy. omg like you wouldnt even know i will post a pic when i can danielle got one on her phone.
Peace out
~I regret nuttin and keep on truckin~
*Mandy*