Fuck man!!!
All right as everyone know's that know's me... I just really confused myself...
Ok everyone knows that I'm gonna be moving to Detroit within the month. My dad's job is being transfered(fucking Northwest Airlines!). I hate it I don't want to move.
All I can really say is I hope I can see everyone again before I go. If I don't see ya Have fun don't do anything I wouldn't do. And trust me right now that's really too much that I wouldn't do... This whole month has been nothing but hell for me... Actually even the last part of June was when it all really got started. I found out about two or three weeks ago that my grandma had two strokes in one day. Then later on that week I found out that she was never gonna be able to walk again. Then about a week ago now. I found out that the whole left side of her body is paralized. Now just yesterday she had another stroke, and they had to jump start her heart six times. So now my grandpa will not let her go home she's basically gonna be stuck in a nursing home till she dies pretty much... I know that probably seems to most people like yeah who the hell cares, but she's the only person out of four families that has ever really cared about me, the only one I could ever trust. Now she's almost gone you could say... Then today I got a call from my mom as she was on her way into the ER. Because when she was at work they sent her to the ER because they thought she was having a heart attack. She wasn't so that's good... Then all the shit with not knowing what's goin on with my dad's jobs. It's really hard on me because for once I'm happy at a place... But oh well who cares that's life for ya I guess... Fuck life it's a bitch...
I'm probably boring everyone sooo..... By then
just wanna say hi to: Stacy luv ya babe, Shawn, Alex, Conner, and that's about it...
Ok everyone knows that I'm gonna be moving to Detroit within the month. My dad's job is being transfered(fucking Northwest Airlines!). I hate it I don't want to move.
All I can really say is I hope I can see everyone again before I go. If I don't see ya Have fun don't do anything I wouldn't do. And trust me right now that's really too much that I wouldn't do... This whole month has been nothing but hell for me... Actually even the last part of June was when it all really got started. I found out about two or three weeks ago that my grandma had two strokes in one day. Then later on that week I found out that she was never gonna be able to walk again. Then about a week ago now. I found out that the whole left side of her body is paralized. Now just yesterday she had another stroke, and they had to jump start her heart six times. So now my grandpa will not let her go home she's basically gonna be stuck in a nursing home till she dies pretty much... I know that probably seems to most people like yeah who the hell cares, but she's the only person out of four families that has ever really cared about me, the only one I could ever trust. Now she's almost gone you could say... Then today I got a call from my mom as she was on her way into the ER. Because when she was at work they sent her to the ER because they thought she was having a heart attack. She wasn't so that's good... Then all the shit with not knowing what's goin on with my dad's jobs. It's really hard on me because for once I'm happy at a place... But oh well who cares that's life for ya I guess... Fuck life it's a bitch...
I'm probably boring everyone sooo..... By then
just wanna say hi to: Stacy luv ya babe, Shawn, Alex, Conner, and that's about it...