someone kill me please

Oct 21, 2004 23:41

Hey everybody,
What's up? Damn it's been awhile since I put anything in here...
I really don't have anything to say to most people anymore. So as most of you know I havent really talked to anyone lately. I've just basically kept everything to myself.
Lately everything has been going wrong. Yesterday my grandma was diagnosed with cancer AGAIN, now today she's on the verge of another stroke, and if she has another stroke she's dead.

Only one good thing has happened in the last month, or however long it's been.
That was last night getting to see my niece Alyssa. She's my brother Hortons daughter. She's so cute. I miss her. They live in Missouri, they just moved from South Carolina. Horton is in the Marines... He kicks ass man!!!
Lately I've been thinking about getting into the Air Force or the Marines, to be a fighter pilot. That would be cool as hell. I'm gonna be talking to recruiter sometime soon to find out about a delayed entry program for either one... I guess I just figured I'm not doing anything with my life. All the dreams I've ever had have been crushed by EVERYONE. So I might as well try to make something of myself.
But it's late and I havent been feeling good all day. I'll talk to everyone at school on monday.
Stacy~ I love you sweety, and I REALLY need and miss you right now.
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