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[twizted317]

It was a.m.
as I sloshed through slush
looking around to the sound
of snow crushed under my feet.
But it was the other sound
I heard that eventually
begged me to cease
and pick up audio bytes.

It was faint
and indistinct but I think
it was a sound I'd asked myself
a million times if anyone had
ever overheard
peep out of my mouth.

It was sad
walking up to my door
ignoring the sound
that begged the same way.
Wanting so badly to be
heard and appeased.

I disappoint the one person
I truly strive for myself.
because I should have been
a Solacer for
as many times as I'd
wished for one