Dec 03, 2003 20:25
Sorry i havent updated recently, the last time i tried i had written a lot and right as i was about done it errased it all, ya i was pissed and havent tried since. ive had alot on my mind lately with the holidays and such going on..let me share with u:
caitlin is now moved. she lives right behind simi high..like 15 minutes away from me.. instead of the 30 seconds she used to. its alot different now, but i still get to see her pretty often. once i start driving ill be over at her house alot, and so that means ill be in the area of all my other friends that live on that side of simi and ill stop by and see them alot more :O)
i can tell xmas is coming just by how i feel. the cold weather and such makes me feel kinda empty/anxious. ive already done about all my xmas shopping. couldnt do as much as i wanted but hey.. even if i had a million dollars i couldnt be satisfied with what i got and for who. i dont think my family is going anywhere over winter break.. maybe the desert but who knows. my birthday is coming up soon too, well about a month but thats soon for me. ~January 7th~ ... sweet 16... yay! i think ima have a party, so stay tunned for that info :O)
i wish i had more money, i might not have a car to drive now from the way things are looking and maybe not a cell since i spent that money on xmas gifts. i just dont have a way to make alot of money, dont really have a way to get to a job and not alot of extra time. oh well, i hope it will all work out.
Well, over all things have been good. i hadnt argued with my parents in such a long while and all of a sudden this week stuff comes up.. and i didnt even do anything, just them assuming the worst and getting mad cause they were wrong. bah. anyways, i better get going. i have my first league soccer game 2morrow at royal at 3:30, yay.
Quotes by me...
"If it’s meant to be it’s meant to be, life goes on, so let it."
"I can't blame myself when I do something wrong and didn’t know it was wrong, it's when I knew it was wrong and did it anyway that I beat myself up for."