First Day of School.
Today was "ok". my classes equal out to be "ok". some are gonna be very dull and some may get to be very fun, but ill live through them. saw alot of 9th graders that i knew, hope it was a good day for them. i remember how excited i was. and i saw alot of other people i havent seen for a while. nice...
ok, well while my puter was down i wrote some stuff that was on my mind. i guess the past week or 2 ive been more negative and pissed off. so i kinda wanna just let it out...
i want someone to love me. i mean full on love me. like do the little sweet things for me that mean a bunch. and i wana love them back with all my heart. i guess like that fairy tale kind of love.. why do they fill our heads with so much bs when we are little, just brings some people down when they get older...
and why do guys have to be so into sex and getn sum. cant they go threw a fuckn day/week/month w/o trying to get some. i guess these are some of the things that encourage women to become lesbians... not being able to find "that one guy" who can fullfill their dreams.. emotional and "sexual" ones w/o getn carried away in their own sex addiction. god damn pisses me off so much. im told that not all guys are like this and i was totally believing there were some good ones... but i guess that "some" is ALOT smaller than i thought. sry if i affend any guys who read this. i just had to get it out. i may not be directly referring to u.. or i may be. but comment and what not to help me out.
thats all been on my mind for a while. sry again if i affended any guys. i know alot of u are really good guys.. but then again there is always that side.
goodnight and evryone enjoy their second day of school.
ok, well while my puter was down i wrote some stuff that was on my mind. i guess the past week or 2 ive been more negative and pissed off. so i kinda wanna just let it out...
i want someone to love me. i mean full on love me. like do the little sweet things for me that mean a bunch. and i wana love them back with all my heart. i guess like that fairy tale kind of love.. why do they fill our heads with so much bs when we are little, just brings some people down when they get older...
and why do guys have to be so into sex and getn sum. cant they go threw a fuckn day/week/month w/o trying to get some. i guess these are some of the things that encourage women to become lesbians... not being able to find "that one guy" who can fullfill their dreams.. emotional and "sexual" ones w/o getn carried away in their own sex addiction. god damn pisses me off so much. im told that not all guys are like this and i was totally believing there were some good ones... but i guess that "some" is ALOT smaller than i thought. sry if i affend any guys who read this. i just had to get it out. i may not be directly referring to u.. or i may be. but comment and what not to help me out.
thats all been on my mind for a while. sry again if i affended any guys. i know alot of u are really good guys.. but then again there is always that side.
goodnight and evryone enjoy their second day of school.