Aug 15, 2003 18:06
The song im listening to is my new favorite song. normally i dont have favorites. the words, the voice and evrything is just great. :O)
i had a good time up in carpenteria again. got to see alot of people i normally only get to see a couple times a year. now im just happy to be home. well kinda happy...
a little pissed off. i know i shouldnt be but i am. caitlin had some people over and i told her i would come down once i showered and stuff. so i showered and did all that good stuff and was waiting for my mom to get home. (i needed to make sure it was ok that i went to her house b/c stu was there and i didnt wanna get in trouble again.) so im sitting outside with max b/c its so flippn hot in my house when i see caitlin and the rest of them leavn. i call her cell and they say they are goin to dinner. this pisses me off b/c here i am sittn around waitn for my mom to get home and they dont even care enough to call and let me know they are leavn. so my mom comes home about 2 minutes after they leave. great timing. so now im all pissed complaining to my mom how they all just left and how i was waitn for her. i woulda been able to go, she even offered to take me down to them. thats a first. stu is with them and she says ya. so i call, but it isnt just them, its seans and camerons family, so i cant really just join. caitlin said she wasnt sure if they were coming back, stu said he thought they were. im pissed cause i got all ready and now dont have shit to do. i dont wanna wait around and do nothing friday night. but now my mood is ruined and i dont feel like doing anything else than what i was planning on doing. augh... now sean just called sayn theyd be back in an hour and a half. fuck this. i dont wanna wait, if i do go and hang out ima be ina bad mood anyway, so why ruin their evening.