here we go again, I kinda wanna be more than friends
Someone asked me out today.
what.
like....guys...idek.
I've never had a 'real' boyfriend before. hell, i've just had more random drunken make outs than anything but um...yeah.
His name is Chris and he's a sophomore and he's in my Holocaust/Genocide class.
And i'm negl...he's not really cute xD but he's nice and funny and his friends are awesome...and when he called me 'really pretty' today it made me feel fucking good. I mean, yeah people can randomly compliment you and shit...but it's different and just..idk.
My mind is fucking racing. I mean, I'm not shallow enough to be all 'you're nice and all, but i'm not gunna date you because you're not gorgeous.' but I don't want my friends to judge or say I can do better or w/e because well...I can't. Beggars can't be fucking choosers...and I really want someone to be with.
and the thing is, he mixed up me and this other chick during texting, so he thought he was talking to me when he was really talking to someone else. So when I told him it wasn't me he got upset at himself and when I asked him why he was like "Because you're really pretty and I thought we hit it off really well and were getting to know each other and I really wanted to ask you out but now..." and then I told him I'd still go out with him...to which we both got all stupid awkward teenager and hugged and shit.
So we didn't really talk about going on a date yet (bc I still wanna get to know him more) so I'm not even gunna get close to calling him my boyfriend yet or making anything official...but uh...yeah.
I very well may've just found someone to be with.
and that? ...makes me so fucking happy.
other than that um... college is pretty awesome I guess xD
what.
like....guys...idek.
I've never had a 'real' boyfriend before. hell, i've just had more random drunken make outs than anything but um...yeah.
His name is Chris and he's a sophomore and he's in my Holocaust/Genocide class.
And i'm negl...he's not really cute xD but he's nice and funny and his friends are awesome...and when he called me 'really pretty' today it made me feel fucking good. I mean, yeah people can randomly compliment you and shit...but it's different and just..idk.
My mind is fucking racing. I mean, I'm not shallow enough to be all 'you're nice and all, but i'm not gunna date you because you're not gorgeous.' but I don't want my friends to judge or say I can do better or w/e because well...I can't. Beggars can't be fucking choosers...and I really want someone to be with.
and the thing is, he mixed up me and this other chick during texting, so he thought he was talking to me when he was really talking to someone else. So when I told him it wasn't me he got upset at himself and when I asked him why he was like "Because you're really pretty and I thought we hit it off really well and were getting to know each other and I really wanted to ask you out but now..." and then I told him I'd still go out with him...to which we both got all stupid awkward teenager and hugged and shit.
So we didn't really talk about going on a date yet (bc I still wanna get to know him more) so I'm not even gunna get close to calling him my boyfriend yet or making anything official...but uh...yeah.
I very well may've just found someone to be with.
and that? ...makes me so fucking happy.
other than that um... college is pretty awesome I guess xD