Stress
I've been meaning to do a real update, but haven't gotten around to it. Now, I'm extremely stressed...that seems to be a pattern in all of these entries, no? All I seem to do is come on here and vent. Most of my friends that I have on here don't even have LiveJournal anymore...so not sure why I do it. I guess more for myself, to get things down. This way I can laugh about it later and realize how good I have it now.
Either way, it really seems like for awhile, everything is fine and dandy. Sure you have your ups and downs, good days and bad days. But then there are those phases in your life where it just seems like everything goes wrong. And it's not just the little day to day things either. Most of the things I'm dealing with can be dealt with and I won't have to worry about them pretty soon. I just like my life when I'm just bumbling along, nothing else. I know God has more in store for me than I realize, that He's just preparing me for the rest of my life. It's just hard to deal sometimes, not knowing what the future holds. I just need to make sure I keep myself in check and realize I'll get through. God will help me.
Either way, it really seems like for awhile, everything is fine and dandy. Sure you have your ups and downs, good days and bad days. But then there are those phases in your life where it just seems like everything goes wrong. And it's not just the little day to day things either. Most of the things I'm dealing with can be dealt with and I won't have to worry about them pretty soon. I just like my life when I'm just bumbling along, nothing else. I know God has more in store for me than I realize, that He's just preparing me for the rest of my life. It's just hard to deal sometimes, not knowing what the future holds. I just need to make sure I keep myself in check and realize I'll get through. God will help me.