Stress
Wow, I haven't updated since Christmas Eve. Let's get on that, shall we?
Not too much has been going on. Mostly a lack of hours at work, bit of a freaking out incident because I can't pay my bills when my hours are getting cut. I am still trying to figure everything out.
This week, I was an hour and a half away from having my full 40 hours, so that's been nice. However, this week has been quite hectic and exhausting. The director's been gone all week and the assistant director has been gone twice this week. Plus, some of my certain children have been ridiculously out of control, to the point where I'm ready to give up...it doesn't seem like anything I do is helping them to learn how to not hit others and just basically behave in general. It's incredibly frustrating.
My biggest concern right now is making sure I get my money situation figured out. I think if I put my loans in a deferment plan, I'll be okay. I just need to get around to doing that. Otherwise, I'm screwed. I hope they will be open tomorrow. I need to call and get it all figured out. Wish me luck with that....I won't be able to pay those anytime soon. Not until I am guaranteed 40 hours at work, at least.
I think that's enough of an update. I'm tired and ready for some hard core sleeping tonight!
Later!
Not too much has been going on. Mostly a lack of hours at work, bit of a freaking out incident because I can't pay my bills when my hours are getting cut. I am still trying to figure everything out.
This week, I was an hour and a half away from having my full 40 hours, so that's been nice. However, this week has been quite hectic and exhausting. The director's been gone all week and the assistant director has been gone twice this week. Plus, some of my certain children have been ridiculously out of control, to the point where I'm ready to give up...it doesn't seem like anything I do is helping them to learn how to not hit others and just basically behave in general. It's incredibly frustrating.
My biggest concern right now is making sure I get my money situation figured out. I think if I put my loans in a deferment plan, I'll be okay. I just need to get around to doing that. Otherwise, I'm screwed. I hope they will be open tomorrow. I need to call and get it all figured out. Wish me luck with that....I won't be able to pay those anytime soon. Not until I am guaranteed 40 hours at work, at least.
I think that's enough of an update. I'm tired and ready for some hard core sleeping tonight!
Later!