go for the gold
and i'm contemplating what to do once again.
constantly striving to be something great.
break out of whatever is keeping me bounded.
to be something that i want to be. but what do i want to be?
i push myself to be better, to the point where i want to throw up.
when i finally give myself a break, all i think is that im not doing anything,
theres not much time, i need to get a move on..
this is probably why i almost gave up on the one thing that keeps me going
just because i was so ahead of myself.
when in reality hes keeping me up every step of the way.
"you've crossed the finish line, won the race but lost your mind, was it worth it afterall?"
I'm thinking of re-applying into radiology.
i get this weird adrenaline rush off of stress and the opportunity to overcome something.
am i sick to the head?
most likely. :)
as much as i complain, if it wasnt for school and work i would be nothing.