Is It Really Over?
I think last night was it. I think that it's really finished this time. I mean I dont know how to handle this, I'm so confused about the way that I feel and all that I can do is wonder...Why? Why is all this just moving so fast? I love him, I do and I dont know if I can accept the fact that for the first time, we actually broke up for...real? All I can think about is "always" by Blink 182.....
"I've been here before a few times,
And I'm quite aware we're dying.
And your hands, they shake with goodbyes,
And I'll take you back if you'd have me.
So here I am
I'm Trying
So here I am
Are you ready
Come on let me...
Hold you
Touch you
Feel you
Always
Kiss you
Taste you
All night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh, your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights
I hate them
Lets start this again for real!"
I'm gonna miss him so badly. I love him so much but... I don't know if this is really the end.
"I've been here before a few times,
And I'm quite aware we're dying.
And your hands, they shake with goodbyes,
And I'll take you back if you'd have me.
So here I am
I'm Trying
So here I am
Are you ready
Come on let me...
Hold you
Touch you
Feel you
Always
Kiss you
Taste you
All night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh, your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights
I hate them
Lets start this again for real!"
I'm gonna miss him so badly. I love him so much but... I don't know if this is really the end.