Every time it rains!!!
It rained today...not a sunny rain, but the kind of rain we used to sit and wallow in so many times. It was dusk, and I could see the grey-blue sky before me....and I thought of you. I thought of our days in the rain, of my innocence, and my childhood. I thought of our soaked clothes and sweet kisses underneath the falling sky. I thought of you walking me home...later than usual of course and holding my cold wet hand, and how it smelled like october. It smelled like a sweet fall night. It smelled like our past. I stood on my porch and I absorbed the sweet rain like I had inside your arms so many autumn days before. How the smell of regret, and the stains of our fights had just washed away with every drop. All our problems dissolved like sugar in the water, and we were just us. It rained today and I missed you...for the first time in so long, my thoughts turned to you and not even the thunder could scare it away. I remember our rain, kissing in the rain...slow dancing in the rain...everything. And even though it was raining outside...my world was a little less cloudy for a moment.