Lets Try This
So, this is the fifth time I have tried to get on here for three weeks now. The internet service has been reallllly crummy. I am not paying for it, thus I kind of can't do anything about it.
First of all, baby Jesse is finally here! He was born at 8:45 p.m., on September 12th, 9 pounds 6 and a half ounces and 20 inces long and was delivered by c-section. That was kind of a surprise as I went in and was induced at 6 the night before. By 6 p.m. the next day I was only dialated to a five with my water having broke on its own, but I was at a stalled labor, Jesse was not moving down into the birthing canal. I bawled the entire time into the operating room, fearing surgery my whole life! I don't remember much as they drugged me up pretty bad, except the feeling of the doctors jerking on my insides....yeah I know that I had to have a c-section, but just NOT cool. Anyways, Jesse is sooo sweet, cuddly and the best baby ever.Blessed to have him! And his daddy is the most amazing daddy too!
With post partum, I havent been dealing with depression so much as my insecurities. But I am working on those too! I have a lot more on my mind, but Nate will be heading home soon and then I can go soak in a warm bath! I will be back later!
First of all, baby Jesse is finally here! He was born at 8:45 p.m., on September 12th, 9 pounds 6 and a half ounces and 20 inces long and was delivered by c-section. That was kind of a surprise as I went in and was induced at 6 the night before. By 6 p.m. the next day I was only dialated to a five with my water having broke on its own, but I was at a stalled labor, Jesse was not moving down into the birthing canal. I bawled the entire time into the operating room, fearing surgery my whole life! I don't remember much as they drugged me up pretty bad, except the feeling of the doctors jerking on my insides....yeah I know that I had to have a c-section, but just NOT cool. Anyways, Jesse is sooo sweet, cuddly and the best baby ever.Blessed to have him! And his daddy is the most amazing daddy too!
With post partum, I havent been dealing with depression so much as my insecurities. But I am working on those too! I have a lot more on my mind, but Nate will be heading home soon and then I can go soak in a warm bath! I will be back later!