man oh man
So i'm having that mid semester itch to get the hell out of here! It's not even that I am miserable over here...I think it's just a combination of the drastic change in weather, midterms and research papers, and general sleep deprivation. I get so frustrated with myself, I feel like I have only one brain cell left. I swear I used to be smart. Now I can rarely pay attention and can never really form good coherent thoughts. I think that might be my biggest problem with my research paper...I KNOW it could be good but everytime i sit down to even write out my idea...I get stuck, it's sickening. I mean I like myself when I am smart and complete my work....I am very accepting of my inner nerdiness....but where has it gone? come back! come back! I'm at work right now and I should be doing some shcool work...but NO, I'm on AIM, updating my livejournal, and ebaying to my lil hearts desire.....gross