Hahaha. :D A friend of mine (who I haven't seen near as much of as of late...heh) has somehow got it into her head that she has me pegged. Which is funny because virtually everything she's done recently has been off the mark. I fear I'm a bit more complex than what she thinks of me as; which as far as I can tell is patronizingly simple. *sigh*
Eew, flu. I manage to avoid that most years...but I caught it this year and felt like my head was going to fall off my shoulders. X.x
I know how that is. But, my friends all think I resemble some sort of Hairy-Alien-Monster enough that they aren't really surprised by me. My family and occasional teachers think that I'm an idiot, ironically. XD
Illnesses I can handle pretty easily. As long as I'm not puking, I'm good and no one can tell I'm sick unless I say so or until I pass out. Flu's okay, as long as I'm not puking. Bleh.
Oh, yeah. Added you to my AIM list earlier, hope you don't mind~? I'm parent1715unit, the name that is only suited for mass prankage of the, "Do you practice safe sex?" variety.
I have one friend out of many who would probably be surprised at the interpretations of me people have at college. XD; There are two people I know with whom I speak 100% openly, with whom I know that certain things about me are either taken for granted or understood, and she's one of them. My family knows good and well that I only play at density. Hehehe.
I rarely get sick, so when I get hit with something I'm down for the count. XD; I haven't had a sick day in thirteen years, that's how bad I am at getting sick. And even when I'm ill, half the time I just assume I'm having a bad day or didn't get enough sleep so I'll go to class anyway. XD; I cannot miss Japanese...aka Class of Doom and Hellfire...
In Virginia, we had a mostly closed group. We were perfectly open to 'accepting' new 'members' but everyone else just didn't want to sit with us. XD My best friend's are nutcases, one's a definite otaku who screams at the top of her lungs. So only a few people know me very well.
...Wow. I screwed up the window asdfhjl never mind wish I had that type of chemistry. ^^: Usually I COULD handle staying somewhere if only because I'm used to being sick, but I hate when people STARE at me when they realize I'm sick. At home I can run out of the room and no one notice. Or Latin, not that I take it anymore. Japanese! *jealous* ^___^
I've never really had a "group," or if I have one I never seem to be able to stick with a group of people any length of time. And anyway at college groups tend to be more fluid anyway. But I think it's standard that the friends I have are insane. XD; But that's why I love 'em. Very few people know me well enough that I'm comfortable with being 100% open; I have to know a person won't take certain things a certain way. Meh.
It's not that great. D: I end up sick as a dog when I do get sick. I'd rather have it nice and spaced out and easy. hehe okay XD; People stare at other people when they're sick? Huh...never noticed when I was ill this winter. ^_~ Probably was too caught up in the whole 'must not barf on papers' thing. :D Oh, Latin. I used to know how to count in Latin, but I forgot. I remember six was sex, though (yes, I'm 20 and no, I'm not "mature"). Yep, Japanese. Getsuyoubi ni saigo no shiken ga arimas'. I've got a final test on Monday. In the polite form. Arrgh. It's evil sometimes. But I enjoy it.
At the middle school it was like, "Okay, let's group all the crazies over here!" And people just split up. Social time was lunch, where everyone sat at the same table every day because they could. I find it more comfortable to be more honest with people I don't know very well. ...Then again, I'm almost always honest. I'm just blunter. But I think it's just that there are less expectations with people you JUST meet. My parents have me set in their heads, but I can redefine myself without this other, new person caring because they didn't think they knew me in the first place.
...I probly made absolutely no sense. Apologies. XD
I'm hyper sensitive whenever something's wrong with me and I'm capable of looking. As a people watcher, I personally can't handle it when people watch ME, cause I panic and try to figure out what I'm doing wrong. And when something IS wrong, I wonder if they're being judgemental and crap because OH NO WE'RE ALL GONNA GET SICK or maybe I forgot it was That Time again. Terribly awkward. I hope I never
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I never, ever talked in middle school. At least in seventh grade I said maybe five words throughout the school year. I got better in eighth grade but still no go...high school just a bit better but I find myself friendliest with college people because there are so many people who don't have the baggage of knowing people since kindergarten. I was in private school in Elementary and didn't have any friends there, anyway. I find it easiest to be more open with people I've got no baggage with nor do they have expectations, like you said. As for my parents...well, my dad is far more successful at coercing me than my mother, who sometimes plays the 'because I said so' card on someone who never gave a rat's ass for that excuse when she was five. XD; Luvs my parentals, I really do.
I'm mostly numb to a lot of things that are wrong with me. Fun fact: I'm mildly allergic to the metal of my glasses and I'm still wearing them because they're awesome. As for people who stare at me--well, frankly, they stare
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We moved all of the time, so I eventually figured out that in doing so I could wipe the slate clean, so to speak. Then we moved to Virginia where they put me in a snob Gifted school that I failed out of on purpose. And then they pulled me in sixth grade because the magnet school wouldn't accept me, which I viewed as a broken promise. So didn't do anything AT ALL for them because they told me I could go and then they wouldn't let me, but I get to seventh grade a naive, overenthusiastic geek who JUST discovered fanfiction. My parents operate the same way, and it bothers the heck out of me.
I guess you could call me overly sensitive. But, hey, my doc says it's okay! ...She also says I have autism and acute ADHD. Oh well, at least I get my own rocking corner. XD That's scarily awesome. I get stares for my hair, but when my hygiene is called into question I'm anal. Maturity can crawl into a hole and die, for all I care. And if anyone asks, I'll tell them that my Dad's my role model! ...Which is believable. I'd love to learn
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Eew, flu. I manage to avoid that most years...but I caught it this year and felt like my head was going to fall off my shoulders. X.x
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Illnesses I can handle pretty easily. As long as I'm not puking, I'm good and no one can tell I'm sick unless I say so or until I pass out. Flu's okay, as long as I'm not puking. Bleh.
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My sister's friends are all scared of me.
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I rarely get sick, so when I get hit with something I'm down for the count. XD; I haven't had a sick day in thirteen years, that's how bad I am at getting sick. And even when I'm ill, half the time I just assume I'm having a bad day or didn't get enough sleep so I'll go to class anyway. XD; I cannot miss Japanese...aka Class of Doom and Hellfire...
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...Wow. I screwed up the window asdfhjl never mind wish I had that type of chemistry. ^^: Usually I COULD handle staying somewhere if only because I'm used to being sick, but I hate when people STARE at me when they realize I'm sick. At home I can run out of the room and no one notice. Or Latin, not that I take it anymore. Japanese! *jealous* ^___^
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It's not that great. D: I end up sick as a dog when I do get sick. I'd rather have it nice and spaced out and easy. hehe okay XD; People stare at other people when they're sick? Huh...never noticed when I was ill this winter. ^_~ Probably was too caught up in the whole 'must not barf on papers' thing. :D Oh, Latin. I used to know how to count in Latin, but I forgot. I remember six was sex, though (yes, I'm 20 and no, I'm not "mature"). Yep, Japanese. Getsuyoubi ni saigo no shiken ga arimas'. I've got a final test on Monday. In the polite form. Arrgh. It's evil sometimes. But I enjoy it.
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...I probly made absolutely no sense. Apologies. XD
I'm hyper sensitive whenever something's wrong with me and I'm capable of looking. As a people watcher, I personally can't handle it when people watch ME, cause I panic and try to figure out what I'm doing wrong. And when something IS wrong, I wonder if they're being judgemental and crap because OH NO WE'RE ALL GONNA GET SICK or maybe I forgot it was That Time again. Terribly awkward. I hope I never ( ... )
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I never, ever talked in middle school. At least in seventh grade I said maybe five words throughout the school year. I got better in eighth grade but still no go...high school just a bit better but I find myself friendliest with college people because there are so many people who don't have the baggage of knowing people since kindergarten. I was in private school in Elementary and didn't have any friends there, anyway. I find it easiest to be more open with people I've got no baggage with nor do they have expectations, like you said. As for my parents...well, my dad is far more successful at coercing me than my mother, who sometimes plays the 'because I said so' card on someone who never gave a rat's ass for that excuse when she was five. XD; Luvs my parentals, I really do.
I'm mostly numb to a lot of things that are wrong with me. Fun fact: I'm mildly allergic to the metal of my glasses and I'm still wearing them because they're awesome. As for people who stare at me--well, frankly, they stare ( ... )
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I guess you could call me overly sensitive. But, hey, my doc says it's okay! ...She also says I have autism and acute ADHD. Oh well, at least I get my own rocking corner. XD That's scarily awesome. I get stares for my hair, but when my hygiene is called into question I'm anal. Maturity can crawl into a hole and die, for all I care. And if anyone asks, I'll tell them that my Dad's my role model! ...Which is believable. I'd love to learn ( ... )
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