gaga, swift, and edward sharpe
shouldn't be upset/down/depressed.
life's good. really good.
classes are fine.
sga is good. elections are happening soon. yikes.
gage group called - that's fucking huge.
cbs pilot audition - that's fucking huge.
that it went well - even larger.
i find out about indonesia this week (hopefully).
work has been constant with recruitment and the show, but that's not taxing.
and yet, with all this good stuff, i'm finding myself sort of..empty? i guess that could be a way to describe it all. i either feel pretty ecstatic, or down - and feeling helpless. it's like a roller coaster.
pardon the emotional cliche. but really, i'm either up up or pretty much down. there isn't much middle ground.
and i don't have much to be unhappy about.
except for him.
and that sucks, but it's not like that should outweigh all this other goodness.
i don't know i don't know i don't know.
oh and the motivation to do anything is pretty continuously fleeting.
i want to say that i'm ready for spring break, but what for? why? what am I going to do over that period of time that's going to make everything better?
nothing extraordinary, i can tell you that.
maybe i will get on that cruise boat with cat. t'would certainly be a nice escape. 4 days in the bahamas? yeah.
and metaphysics, i do not love you or your dense discussions on questions that most people never ask in their entire lives and manage to get by just fine without.
please work out, indonesia.
please work out, you know what.
if i can manage a .500 batting average with those two possbilities, i'd be totally ecsatic.
we. shall. see.
back to metaphysics.
life's good. really good.
classes are fine.
sga is good. elections are happening soon. yikes.
gage group called - that's fucking huge.
cbs pilot audition - that's fucking huge.
that it went well - even larger.
i find out about indonesia this week (hopefully).
work has been constant with recruitment and the show, but that's not taxing.
and yet, with all this good stuff, i'm finding myself sort of..empty? i guess that could be a way to describe it all. i either feel pretty ecstatic, or down - and feeling helpless. it's like a roller coaster.
pardon the emotional cliche. but really, i'm either up up or pretty much down. there isn't much middle ground.
and i don't have much to be unhappy about.
except for him.
and that sucks, but it's not like that should outweigh all this other goodness.
i don't know i don't know i don't know.
oh and the motivation to do anything is pretty continuously fleeting.
i want to say that i'm ready for spring break, but what for? why? what am I going to do over that period of time that's going to make everything better?
nothing extraordinary, i can tell you that.
maybe i will get on that cruise boat with cat. t'would certainly be a nice escape. 4 days in the bahamas? yeah.
and metaphysics, i do not love you or your dense discussions on questions that most people never ask in their entire lives and manage to get by just fine without.
please work out, indonesia.
please work out, you know what.
if i can manage a .500 batting average with those two possbilities, i'd be totally ecsatic.
we. shall. see.
back to metaphysics.