sing goodnight all my friends...
i would like to make a general statement about myself and while this is directed towards the one person that will not read this here it is. sarcasm and wit is who i am and they happen to be two things about myself that i really like. the truth is i hate when you judge me so harshly because i'm not exactly sure who i am yet. there are only a few things i know and while i may i use those things to hide behind i don't think that they are anything to be ashamed of. they make me, ME. this is something i know and i don't appreciate you making me feel bad for telling you the truth and confusing me.
on a side note my new "heart" medicication has given me two symptoms: dizziness and loss of appetite. while one is annoying the other can be considered a plus.
life here at the heights can be considered quite the same.my hospital stay has left me with no classes for this semester which can be considered both good and bad.no school work, but in alot of ways school work keeps me sane and i will also be put very far behind on my overall goal in life. well, just have to work that much harder to catch up. its my own fault any way.my car is once again in my possession which will give me my much needed escape route back. as for me, i'm better. nauseatingly bored but better and just looking for something productive to do with my time. a new annoyance at the homestead though is the increasing presence and seriousness of my mother's boyfriend who has quite possibly the most lame stories and absurd laugh i have heard in my entire life.
this is probably one of my more whiny entries and i must say it was needed.
on a side note my new "heart" medicication has given me two symptoms: dizziness and loss of appetite. while one is annoying the other can be considered a plus.
life here at the heights can be considered quite the same.my hospital stay has left me with no classes for this semester which can be considered both good and bad.no school work, but in alot of ways school work keeps me sane and i will also be put very far behind on my overall goal in life. well, just have to work that much harder to catch up. its my own fault any way.my car is once again in my possession which will give me my much needed escape route back. as for me, i'm better. nauseatingly bored but better and just looking for something productive to do with my time. a new annoyance at the homestead though is the increasing presence and seriousness of my mother's boyfriend who has quite possibly the most lame stories and absurd laugh i have heard in my entire life.
this is probably one of my more whiny entries and i must say it was needed.