all the things you said were pointless...
i used to think that there was some sort of plan for all of us that we were meant to carry out but i now think that there is nothing. its all random stumbling into darkness and if you ever really think that there is something meant for you to do you realize that you are completely idiotic for ever getting your hopes up on anything.
i realized i hate the way people ask questions when they don't really want to hear the answer. they just read into what you say whatever the hell they want.countless times i have spent saying something only to have my point completely missed. not only that but i can't help but feel completely inadequate in every aspect in my life, destined to be nothing more than mediocre at anything, but no one really listens to me when i tell them i am so lost. so stop judging and let me be.
just let me live this completely pointless inadequate life that i have created for myself.
i realized i hate the way people ask questions when they don't really want to hear the answer. they just read into what you say whatever the hell they want.countless times i have spent saying something only to have my point completely missed. not only that but i can't help but feel completely inadequate in every aspect in my life, destined to be nothing more than mediocre at anything, but no one really listens to me when i tell them i am so lost. so stop judging and let me be.
just let me live this completely pointless inadequate life that i have created for myself.