Yes i got a new username
Theres a few reasons for this new name.
#1. my cookieboy one didnt exactly show off my lesbian side. more of the trans issue. i feel like this one may suit me better.
#2. this s/n has less friends... mainly because i only felt like adding those who i know in person or that i feel closest to- or that i can semi-trust a little. i realize that one of you thinks im fucked up... and im sorry its that confusing. i just wish you knew what it was like in my position. maybe we could talk about it... no ones really been mad at me before except you. haha... well i mean... you had your moments kourtney. but OTHER than torney... yeah just you and its freaking me out. okay id go into it more, but i think itd be better if we talked on aim. but for the record... i care about all of you extremely a lot. i dont care if you think i do or not, because i do.
#3. i needed a username where it doesnt feel like i need to hide things from people. this is that username im hoping... where i can actually put down what i actually feel instead of skipping really big details.
a few examples (im also adding this part in case you dont already know)
*my drug-use... or somewhat atleast. its not like im a huge druggie, but just that i do smoke, i do drink, and i do use some other drugs on occasion
*i used to be in love with britt and i still love her but nothing would ever happen with her again for a quite a few reasons.
*i tend to play around a bit if the relationship im in isnt extremely serious.
*im a lesbian... durrrr you all knew that i know. but there is that gq side of me thats mainly shown on my other username (i think this will be my main user name... 95% of the time id say).
*and this last one is one that i know people have issues with. but it is important to me, so im going to say it. im engaged to an amazing girl.
if any of these issues bother you- i can almost guarantee there will be a few posts about them each. so dont freak out on me if you read a post like that. just kind of ignore it i guess. or try to. if you cant... please bitch at me about it on aim/yahoo/in person. not on here.
alright that should be good for my explanation of my new s/n. its almost 3 am and i have GOT to learn something about physics that this test tomorrow is over. i need a C. or a D. but i CANT fail... and i know nothing about what we've been doing. im skrewed, i should start paying attention in class or doing my homework. one of the 2. i also have to finish reading this book where theres over 200 pages left. by tomorrow. oh shit. and its almost 3 am? i have to get up at 6? so thats 3 hours to do that huh? guess im not sleeping or doing my math tonight.
#1. my cookieboy one didnt exactly show off my lesbian side. more of the trans issue. i feel like this one may suit me better.
#2. this s/n has less friends... mainly because i only felt like adding those who i know in person or that i feel closest to- or that i can semi-trust a little. i realize that one of you thinks im fucked up... and im sorry its that confusing. i just wish you knew what it was like in my position. maybe we could talk about it... no ones really been mad at me before except you. haha... well i mean... you had your moments kourtney. but OTHER than torney... yeah just you and its freaking me out. okay id go into it more, but i think itd be better if we talked on aim. but for the record... i care about all of you extremely a lot. i dont care if you think i do or not, because i do.
#3. i needed a username where it doesnt feel like i need to hide things from people. this is that username im hoping... where i can actually put down what i actually feel instead of skipping really big details.
a few examples (im also adding this part in case you dont already know)
*my drug-use... or somewhat atleast. its not like im a huge druggie, but just that i do smoke, i do drink, and i do use some other drugs on occasion
*i used to be in love with britt and i still love her but nothing would ever happen with her again for a quite a few reasons.
*i tend to play around a bit if the relationship im in isnt extremely serious.
*im a lesbian... durrrr you all knew that i know. but there is that gq side of me thats mainly shown on my other username (i think this will be my main user name... 95% of the time id say).
*and this last one is one that i know people have issues with. but it is important to me, so im going to say it. im engaged to an amazing girl.
if any of these issues bother you- i can almost guarantee there will be a few posts about them each. so dont freak out on me if you read a post like that. just kind of ignore it i guess. or try to. if you cant... please bitch at me about it on aim/yahoo/in person. not on here.
alright that should be good for my explanation of my new s/n. its almost 3 am and i have GOT to learn something about physics that this test tomorrow is over. i need a C. or a D. but i CANT fail... and i know nothing about what we've been doing. im skrewed, i should start paying attention in class or doing my homework. one of the 2. i also have to finish reading this book where theres over 200 pages left. by tomorrow. oh shit. and its almost 3 am? i have to get up at 6? so thats 3 hours to do that huh? guess im not sleeping or doing my math tonight.