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2:42:16 These were successful lottery numbers, I am telling you. -- I am still lonely in the heart somewhere. That's the problem with emotions. They are less like an eyeball and more like a favorite belt. They can, without permission, tuck themselves into closet corners and others' arms while you search violently for "the last time you had it." Implicit, uncensored honesty is a brutal and unforgiving animal. I need more attention than a tropical fish and god forbid you do not check my ph levels often. Please Sam, trust. I can't. Please Sam, forget. I can't.
When my alarm clock started to squeal at me around 7:30 this morning, I forced my head up and hand out to smack at the sleep button. Each time it did this, my head would slam back into my pillow for a few more minutes' rest, a few more dreams, and the feeling is so so good. I was returning to my dream of taking a shower and because I was half-awake, took great care of washing the shampoo and conditioner from my hair, taking in the violet scent surrounding me. Once I was fully awake, gripping my toes into the black area rug into my room and stepping over papers and stray pieces of underwear, I rubbed at my crusty eyes and realized that I had not, in fact, taken a shower in the real world. There was not time for anything aside from some muttering and cursing, so I dressed and shoved myself and my school things into Nicks car and headed off to school.
In first hour we did the results of our personality tests turns out, other people see me as an S (Restful, likes being appreciated, loyal, loves family). But I'm actually an I (Articulate, somewhat lazy, Jealous, friendly, entertaining) and it says that I also see myself as an I. We are going to do more in depth stuff next week I think. In second hour I wrote my book report for the Catcher in the Rye, which was incredibly easy, and I'm proud of myself for doing it. Cause most things I can do, I just choose not to. But...god..I love that book. Especially page 246.
Tonight I worked, and had a lot of fun. Vicki works there, she's pretty cool. She's incredibly pretty and she's really nice. I like finding people like that. Good packages. Like Samantha, Kayla, and her.
After work at about 11:30 me and Nick hung out for a while, it was really nice to see him, we've been having to spend less time together lately because of school and work. But hopefully we can get some Buffy in soon.
Schools not to bad...I hate getting up early and I am definitley not getting enough sleep. With closing and working alot...it just kills me. But as far as classes go, this is my favorite year. I loved last year and being with Nick, but it's nice to have to be on my own for once. I have alot more friends thanm I did last year and I'm meeting alot of new people that I wouldn't have met otherwise. So yeah...it's not to bad.
Roll over and Roll out
When my alarm clock started to squeal at me around 7:30 this morning, I forced my head up and hand out to smack at the sleep button. Each time it did this, my head would slam back into my pillow for a few more minutes' rest, a few more dreams, and the feeling is so so good. I was returning to my dream of taking a shower and because I was half-awake, took great care of washing the shampoo and conditioner from my hair, taking in the violet scent surrounding me. Once I was fully awake, gripping my toes into the black area rug into my room and stepping over papers and stray pieces of underwear, I rubbed at my crusty eyes and realized that I had not, in fact, taken a shower in the real world. There was not time for anything aside from some muttering and cursing, so I dressed and shoved myself and my school things into Nicks car and headed off to school.
In first hour we did the results of our personality tests turns out, other people see me as an S (Restful, likes being appreciated, loyal, loves family). But I'm actually an I (Articulate, somewhat lazy, Jealous, friendly, entertaining) and it says that I also see myself as an I. We are going to do more in depth stuff next week I think. In second hour I wrote my book report for the Catcher in the Rye, which was incredibly easy, and I'm proud of myself for doing it. Cause most things I can do, I just choose not to. But...god..I love that book. Especially page 246.
Tonight I worked, and had a lot of fun. Vicki works there, she's pretty cool. She's incredibly pretty and she's really nice. I like finding people like that. Good packages. Like Samantha, Kayla, and her.
After work at about 11:30 me and Nick hung out for a while, it was really nice to see him, we've been having to spend less time together lately because of school and work. But hopefully we can get some Buffy in soon.
Schools not to bad...I hate getting up early and I am definitley not getting enough sleep. With closing and working alot...it just kills me. But as far as classes go, this is my favorite year. I loved last year and being with Nick, but it's nice to have to be on my own for once. I have alot more friends thanm I did last year and I'm meeting alot of new people that I wouldn't have met otherwise. So yeah...it's not to bad.
Roll over and Roll out