The final entry for now....
Well everyone this is gona be my last entry for sometime unless I ever get a chance to update on my mission but I got no clue. All I can really say is that I am feelin crazy mixed emotions right now. I think I am feelin every emotion possible. It is somewhat tollin on me but ill live. I can't wait to get out there but I can wait to leave my friends, each and everyone of you. I know you all have had your mixed opinions about me and I about you but what can I say there must have been a good time ot two between us all. To all of my friends and I guess ememies also(to those I have if any...) I appoligize if i ever did anythin to any of you that offended you. Im sure I never ment to do it cuz I am not that kind of person but you never know. Life has been great here with you all. I am gona miss everyone. It is gona be hard but I knew this was comin. Without you all idk what my life would have been like. I would have never of had any of the experiences that I have had. SOme good some bad but all in all they have helped my in one way or another. All for the better I hope. Now just for some specific people cuz im like that.
Trav- you have been the greatest friend a person could have(well for me at least). There have been the good and the bad times but all I can remember is the good and that is all I want to remember. "Ok ok, i'll put down the air freshner if you put down the baby powder!!!"
Kris- You also have been one of the best friends and people to come into my life. I know we did not get along to well at the start but it has changed for the best. You are one of the coolest girls I have ever known and I hope you keep it that way. Take care of Trav for me will you?
Last Jill- I love to save the best for last. I never thought I could say that Jillian Robb is my girlfriend. I just never thought it would turn out that way. Just think it started out as me liking your butt and well now I LOVE YOU for you and that is even better. No one has changed me in that ways you have. I have never felt better about my slef now more then ever besacuse of you. You are on of the most inspiring people I know. You have on heck of a great imignation it just amazes me how smart you really are. Don't let anyone change that about you even me. Just on a side note, i have read almost all of your fanfics here on lj, just dont remember most of em. Last I just LOVE you very very very much and no matter what you will be with me in memmories and life.
In conclusion it ha been just dandy. I am going to have one of the best times of my life in the next 2 years. I know I will face things that i have never imagined but it is all goin to be worth it. I have never felt stonrgly about anything as much as I do about my church and going on my mission. I hate to leave you all the sudded for Two years but just about all of you knew it was coming and I don't think any of us could have prepared for these last days. I love you all and I will never forget any of you if I never see you again. Write me I know I will need it. It ill help tp know that people are thinkin of me while I am out there.
LOVE YOU ALL,
Elder Stephen Melander
Phoenix, Arizona
March 9th 2005 - March 2007
Trav- you have been the greatest friend a person could have(well for me at least). There have been the good and the bad times but all I can remember is the good and that is all I want to remember. "Ok ok, i'll put down the air freshner if you put down the baby powder!!!"
Kris- You also have been one of the best friends and people to come into my life. I know we did not get along to well at the start but it has changed for the best. You are one of the coolest girls I have ever known and I hope you keep it that way. Take care of Trav for me will you?
Last Jill- I love to save the best for last. I never thought I could say that Jillian Robb is my girlfriend. I just never thought it would turn out that way. Just think it started out as me liking your butt and well now I LOVE YOU for you and that is even better. No one has changed me in that ways you have. I have never felt better about my slef now more then ever besacuse of you. You are on of the most inspiring people I know. You have on heck of a great imignation it just amazes me how smart you really are. Don't let anyone change that about you even me. Just on a side note, i have read almost all of your fanfics here on lj, just dont remember most of em. Last I just LOVE you very very very much and no matter what you will be with me in memmories and life.
In conclusion it ha been just dandy. I am going to have one of the best times of my life in the next 2 years. I know I will face things that i have never imagined but it is all goin to be worth it. I have never felt stonrgly about anything as much as I do about my church and going on my mission. I hate to leave you all the sudded for Two years but just about all of you knew it was coming and I don't think any of us could have prepared for these last days. I love you all and I will never forget any of you if I never see you again. Write me I know I will need it. It ill help tp know that people are thinkin of me while I am out there.
LOVE YOU ALL,
Elder Stephen Melander
Phoenix, Arizona
March 9th 2005 - March 2007