contrary to my last post...
...even with things going better around Davis, if anyone close asks me how it is...
...I'm still fighting the impulse to break down and cry. Asking how my day was is pretty safe, but "How's Davis?" if you know me at all may lead to bawling. And I really wish it didn't. And I'm struggling to identify why it does. Also, just the word "homesick" is enough to set me off as well. You have been forewarned.
3 midterms down - 2 Bs and an A+ that even merited being used as the class example. Pass times and the official schedule for next quarter come out tomorrow and I'll get to officially sign myself on to another quarter here - not that I'm thinking about not being here. I just... don't like thinking about being here. I'm kind of living between weekends of being home or Ben/my parents coming here. I've only had one weekend without either. I think it's hard because I don't dislike it - I'm just not at home. Davis is just not home. Yet?
...I'm still fighting the impulse to break down and cry. Asking how my day was is pretty safe, but "How's Davis?" if you know me at all may lead to bawling. And I really wish it didn't. And I'm struggling to identify why it does. Also, just the word "homesick" is enough to set me off as well. You have been forewarned.
3 midterms down - 2 Bs and an A+ that even merited being used as the class example. Pass times and the official schedule for next quarter come out tomorrow and I'll get to officially sign myself on to another quarter here - not that I'm thinking about not being here. I just... don't like thinking about being here. I'm kind of living between weekends of being home or Ben/my parents coming here. I've only had one weekend without either. I think it's hard because I don't dislike it - I'm just not at home. Davis is just not home. Yet?