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Feb 20, 2006 21:09

I woke up this morning could barely even talk so I called into work. I didn't feel like going to the doctor because well last night it snowed a shitload and the roads were still pretty bad, and now thanks to that I'll most likely get wrote up at work. Great right?

No, it get's better!

Jen comes over and we start talking and she informs me that she needs a little space right now that the only thing keeping her together at this point in her life is knowing that I love her. So I'm pretty much shocked bc I cannot grasp as to why she's wanting space if the only thing holding her together is me? I didn't know what to say to her, so I just backed off basically. I really cannot take it anymore with her. It's the same bullshit as it used to be. She comes back into my life things go great and she all of a sudden starts pretending things are bad when they aren't! I never knew she had a problem with anything, as far as I was concerned we were both happy. She proved to me tonight otherwise.

THEN! To top it off, as Jen was leaving I get a phone call from Aaron saying he was on his way over. Oh great, fuck! So I hurry up and get ready, put on some decent clothes right, I'm sure you're wondering why and I was wondering this myself why do I care what he thinks but I then just said I want him to know I'm doing great, that we're fine. So after I got ready and I was sitting on the couch watching tv Ayden was asleep the door bell rings. I go to the door and open it he's standing right there in front of me. I start breaking down into tears and screaming at him. Asking him why it's took him to long to come back why did he choose to up and leave again after all I'd been through already. He grabs a hold of me and is trying to comfort me and I back away from him, push him away. We go in and sit down and talk for the longest time and Ayden is all chillin with us. Aaron and Ayden looked so great together, he was a little scared at first but seeing them together was good for me, it was good for all three of us really. Well, after he stayed for a few hours he had to leave bc guess what.. HE HAD A JOB INTERVIEW! I was so proud to hear that. I'm glad he's finally getting his life in order. He left without pushing himself towards me and he kissed my cheek and told me he loved me and left.

My Mom asked me what that was about whenever I told her what had happened. She was suprised as well, she told me not to get wrapped up again and left it at that. I didn't take any pictures though =( which I kinda regret but ah oh well. I uploaded some pictures I took earlier today and tonight of Ayden and etc. There's some from a week ago as well, so check them out!

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aaron visits, pictures, rant, jen sucks

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