Ok... let's try this again...
So, i will try again to keep updating.
Just got back from band camp... it was the best and the worst week of my life. I became really good friends with Paul, Zack Noble, and Josh, and got to hang with all my other friends. But, there's so much drama at camp. Some one i know, who is dating a friend of mine, is totally fooling around with other guys. She is hanging over every guy she sees and likes, or so it seems... i may be wrong, and it kinda seems that he doesnt deserve to be treated that way, not after what he's been through... tell me if I'm over-exagerating.
It seems like its hard for me to have to many guy friends before one or more of them starts liking me... it's an odd sensation... i've always been the outcasted bookworm... what's changed?
I've really been kinda depresed lately. As most of you know, I love my boyfriend with all of my heart, but lately i've felt so apart from him. He hasnt been calling me, even if it was just to ask how i was, i always have to call him. He always seems to have an excuse not to see me, wether its video games, another friend's house, or his van being in the shop, it just always seems to me like i'm being avoided. I mean, if you wanted to see your girl friend, wouldnt you find a way to get to her, or cancel your other plans, or scedule her in later in the day? Expecially if you havent seen her in two weeks. I dunno... maybe i'm over reacting...
So, i was reading Zack's sister's LJ, and there's this stupid idiot on there who keeps making fun of her, and it's pissing me off beyond reason. Alicia is practiclly my little sister, and i will seriously hurt the person who keep saying these mean things! So, you'd better not tell me who you are!
I have so many choices, but am i making the right one?
~Ashley
Just got back from band camp... it was the best and the worst week of my life. I became really good friends with Paul, Zack Noble, and Josh, and got to hang with all my other friends. But, there's so much drama at camp. Some one i know, who is dating a friend of mine, is totally fooling around with other guys. She is hanging over every guy she sees and likes, or so it seems... i may be wrong, and it kinda seems that he doesnt deserve to be treated that way, not after what he's been through... tell me if I'm over-exagerating.
It seems like its hard for me to have to many guy friends before one or more of them starts liking me... it's an odd sensation... i've always been the outcasted bookworm... what's changed?
I've really been kinda depresed lately. As most of you know, I love my boyfriend with all of my heart, but lately i've felt so apart from him. He hasnt been calling me, even if it was just to ask how i was, i always have to call him. He always seems to have an excuse not to see me, wether its video games, another friend's house, or his van being in the shop, it just always seems to me like i'm being avoided. I mean, if you wanted to see your girl friend, wouldnt you find a way to get to her, or cancel your other plans, or scedule her in later in the day? Expecially if you havent seen her in two weeks. I dunno... maybe i'm over reacting...
So, i was reading Zack's sister's LJ, and there's this stupid idiot on there who keeps making fun of her, and it's pissing me off beyond reason. Alicia is practiclly my little sister, and i will seriously hurt the person who keep saying these mean things! So, you'd better not tell me who you are!
I have so many choices, but am i making the right one?
~Ashley