Fic: I Broke Apart My Insides, I've Got No Soul To Sell - Part Two

[twisting_vine_x]

Title: I Broke Apart My Insides, I’ve Got No Soul To Sell - Part Two
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 15,000
A/N: This is set right after ‘My Heart Will Go On’ (with spoilers for all of season six), and was written for dc_dystopia. Also, the title comes from ‘Closer’ by Nine Inch Nails

Comments

[lunasky3]

ohhhh fuck me. DEAN. CAS. SWEETHEART.

INCOHERENT BECAUSE OF FEELINGS

GAH

dean wants his soul back so he can properly love cas that's what i'm taking from this lalala its a happy ending

[twisting_vine_x]

I will happily take incoherence because of feelings. Can't ask for a better response than that. :D

and yes, that is exactly it, tra la la laaaa

♥♥♥

[phaelsafe]

I cannot make with the words. Coherency has failed.

I love this despite or because it is heartbreaking. Do not know.

Also.

.....hot!!!

[twisting_vine_x]

I cannot make with the words. Coherency has failed.

Incoherency is about the best response I could have hoped for. :) As for it being heartbreaking - yeah. I nearly broke my own brain writing this, and I'm glad you love this either despite or because it's so heart-breaking.

.....hot!!!

Muaahaaah. Success. :D

[sgmajorshipper]

*whimpers*
OH MY GOD WHAT. I JUST WHAT.
BOYSSSS
*incoherent noises*
AKJASD JUST THE ANGST
DEAN HAS NO SOUL
AND CAS JUST WANTS TO FEEL ANYTHING ELSE
AND DEAN HAS NO SOUL
AND CAS BB
;____________________;

this is all code for YOU DID SUCH A GOOD JOB OMG basically exploding why the back half of s6 was plenty dark tyvm

[twisting_vine_x]

I WANT TO ROLL AROUND IN THIS ENTIRE COMMENT AND LOVE ON IT FOREVER. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO GOOD TO ME AND SENDING ME FEEDBACK THAT INCLUDES WHIMPERING AND INCOHERENT NOISES. ♥♥♥

this is all code for YOU DID SUCH A GOOD JOB OMG basically exploding why the back half of s6 was plenty dark tyvm

THANK YOU. ♥ Seriously. That's where I was trying to go with this, so to have someone say it is more appreciated than I can say. Thaaaank you. ♥

[dazedrose]

This was dark and messy and heart wrenching. Dean without a soul wasn't like Soulless!Sam. Different animal all together. Cas sacrificing himself for Dean to heal is such a powerful message. I love that even without his soul Dean still knows what he will feel when he has it back. Knows what will happen when it does come back. He doesn't want Cas to think its the end, that there will be more when he is whole.

Powerful stuff darling. It straddled the line on pleasure and pain and I am so glad that we got the pleasure of reading it!!!

[twisting_vine_x]

First off, let me just say that I love you so much for this entire comment.

Dean without a soul wasn't like Soulless!Sam. Different animal all together.

THANK YOU. ♥♥♥ Seriously, thank you so much. That's exactly what I was going for, and to know that that actually came across... just, thank you, so much. Consider my entire night - probably by entire year - made.

Cas sacrificing himself for Dean to heal is such a powerful message.

:)

I love that even without his soul Dean still knows what he will feel when he has it back. Knows what will happen when it does come back. He doesn't want Cas to think its the end, that there will be more when he is whole.

Have I mentioned that I love this comment? ♥ And yeah. There was no way I wasn't going to end this without even the slightest bit of hope. Thankfully, I could actually see soulless!Dean being aware enough to know what he was gonna want when this was all over, so that let me give them at least some kind of quasi-happy ending.

Powerful stuff darling. It straddled the line on pleasure

[queengeekkeri]

Soulless Dean seems to be nicer then S6&7 Dean. Maybe Sera took Dean's soul.

This was really hot. I could see this happening. Cas & Dean are just as fucked up & enmeshed with each other as Sam & Dean; except at least Sam can get Dean to vent. With Cas & Dean it is like having 2 Scorpios together. All fire & passion but after a while it burns them both up.

[twisting_vine_x]

Soulless Dean seems to be nicer then S6&7 Dean. Maybe Sera took Dean's soul.

Ahahahaha. You are my new favourite person ever. ♥

And thanks so much for the in-depth comment - writing this fic just about destroyed my brain, so the feedback is really quite appreciated. :)