May 15, 2001 20:32
Okay...well now I actually have a topic to write/vent about. I'm like really pissed and kinda hurt right now at this whole situation that happened like a half hour ago. I'll tell the story in as few words as possible. Basically, Jareds grandma is this real strict protestant who is against anyone who is not protestant. And me, I'm catholic..and my parents are like real strict..I mean my bro was gonna be a fucking priest! (maybe I shouldn't use those two words together??) Me on the other hand, i'm not really strict catholic. I go to church, but I never really know why I'm there.and when I am there, I'm just planning what I'm gonna do the rest of the day. So now me and Jared have been going out for almost 2 years and his grandma just doesn't like it, so she tries any way humanly possible to discourage him. its not even the fact that she doens't like my religion. As far as I'm concerned, she's way too ignorant and I am so above her. The only thing she has is money..and i know money talks and bullshit walks..but as far as i'm concerned, she can go to hell. So she talks about how she does't approve of my religion, etc. Then she has the NERVE to go to jared, "and we all know she isn't the best looking girl either." i was like WTF okay I could care less if she doesn't think i'm pretty, but it has NOTHING to do with religion or why/whynot he should be with me. i know that its gay to say "beauty is more than skin deep" and if I was ugly, I would say that. But I'm so not ugly! I'm not gorgeous but I'm pretty enough to have guys interested in me (not that i measure beauty on what other people think..but thats a whole other story) After he told me she said that I was just so pissed but more hurt. i don't know why it even bothers me at all. Its just that I don't want anything coming between me and jared..and I know it won't..but when someone disrespects me like that It's just something I can't forget. I dont' know how many of you would agree with me...but I need advice on how to act towards her. I want to rise about it but I also want to disrespect her like she disrespected me. I left out the fact about that she is old, fat, and ugly...just to let you know about who's talking about beauty :) Basically, I had ignorance....and hypocrits....theres just no part of me that ever wants to be associated with those kind of assholes. Okay i'm done for now but I garuntee that there will be more later!! 143