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sooo christine young got the entire swim/dive team SICK!!! not that i'm blaming her or anything...haha. Last night i couldn't sleep cause i had chills and everything. I woke up at midnight and then couldn't go back to sleep until after 3. Does anyone else get a really sensitive back when they're sick? It almost hurts if something lightly brushes against my lower back cause it is so sensitive. The shirt I'm wearing or the sheets...anything brushing on it gives me a chill. So basically it was impossible to sleep. I went to school for the first few sets and then decided to go home. After I got home I fell asleep from 10 until 4:30 and now i feel a little better!
It was so weird today. It felt like no one noticed me at all... I think it had to do with me looking sick or something. People are more likely to notice a happy face than a dead/sick face. Its like a cycle- if you are depressed, then no one talks to you, which makes you more depressed. I think that's why I've had such a good year so far. I've been pretty happy everyday and thats why I've been talking to and meeting so many people. Today made me think of last year.
Now that i'm feeling better, i would like to go to the soccer game and see everyone, but I don't think that would be a very good idea. I need to be better for tomorrow. I can't miss practice cause i need to be good for victor meet on thurs!!! everyone should come to that meet!!! its gonna be a good one!
FEGAN BETTER BE BACK ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!
It was so weird today. It felt like no one noticed me at all... I think it had to do with me looking sick or something. People are more likely to notice a happy face than a dead/sick face. Its like a cycle- if you are depressed, then no one talks to you, which makes you more depressed. I think that's why I've had such a good year so far. I've been pretty happy everyday and thats why I've been talking to and meeting so many people. Today made me think of last year.
Now that i'm feeling better, i would like to go to the soccer game and see everyone, but I don't think that would be a very good idea. I need to be better for tomorrow. I can't miss practice cause i need to be good for victor meet on thurs!!! everyone should come to that meet!!! its gonna be a good one!
FEGAN BETTER BE BACK ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!