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ahahahahhha...I've like done crack or something I'm in such a good mood. Erin made me smile like woah! I don't think I've heard that many "awww!!"'s in a conversation with her for a long while. TeeHee. I hope she finds that snowboard she's looking for. Ehehehehe Topher and Johnny and Sam are here..Seth, can go fuck himself or his hick fiance for all I care because seeing as in the past year I've been compleetly re done over and Daves been like..the one who has mostly changed me..he's turned me into an alcohol hating freak..be proud you weirdo..yeah so like on wednesday or thursday or whatever...ionno one of thoose days..Seth being the "cool kid" that he is decides to come to my house with a bottle of JD and sit arround and chase while I'm in the tub...yeah fucking right not in my house..I can't stop him from getting fucked up and ruining himself...but I'm certainly not going to let him do it in my house...GRR anger. I really think he hates Dave even tho he doesn't know him at all..beucase he's made me hate everything I used to be...all the drinking and cutting and smoking and pills and then horrible existence I was...I know none of my friends like Dave..and sometimes I don't like him much either. But he's one of the best fucking people I know..he's so strong and I have wicked respect for some of the choices he's made in his lifetime and ionno dudes I'm just proud of that kid sometimes. But moving on from all that shit beucase he knows I'm proud of him...yeah Topher brought the video camera to film the birthday party and he ended up making a 45 minute documentary of me ranting about things in my kitchen and then in the end when i was sitting on the floor indian style hitting my head of the fridge I just looked arround and was like...HAHA MY HAIR IS BLACK! I really need some kind of help...I turned into a guy today and we had puking contests...we wanted to see what happened if i swallowed a banana whole and then chased it with an entire bottle of grapefruit juice...yeah I fucking spued everywhere...isn't that hot?... wow I'm in such a weird fucing mood guys...hehehehehehe I'm so overly like...anxious...and nothing is supposed to be happening thats going to make me compleetly happy till june third dudes...that's right...june thrid...oh wow...L'amour
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