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I haven't posted on this in a really long time.
Things have changed to a degree that I don't want to try to recap.
I was reading two sentences I had written in my journal almost two years ago :
"I'm 18, and I've wanted to fall in love and be loved in return ever since I was 8. I've been waiting for a decade now, and it hurts -- when is life going to give me that chance?"
Wow. I can't believe how intense those two sentences are, when you read them over. Especially now since I've found my happiness. I can really see how hurt and wanting I used to be, reading that.
I'll tell you that at this moment in time, life is wonderful. And the person who is responsible for making me feel this way...is my wonderful boyfriend.
I am in love.
Ha, but while I am very happy, I wanted to post some things that bugging me right now :
1. I can't bring myself to finish my physics homework, and it's only three problems.
2. I haven't gone to most of my classes in awhile.
3. I've been sick for about three weeks.
4. My left shoulder hurts.
5. I need to raise my grades. NEED.
6. I'm not interested in any of my classes...and am seriously wondering about changing my major.
7. My pass time for winter quarter is tomorrow, and I haven't had any time to think about my classes or plan out my schedule.
8. I miss my boyfriend...
9. It's 5:27 am and I don't know why I can't just do my homework so I can go to sleep.
10. I've eaten pretty much all the food in my room.
11. I really miss playing the piano.
12. And I really miss talking to my true friends.
Hmm. A longer, more reflective entry to come later.
Things have changed to a degree that I don't want to try to recap.
I was reading two sentences I had written in my journal almost two years ago :
"I'm 18, and I've wanted to fall in love and be loved in return ever since I was 8. I've been waiting for a decade now, and it hurts -- when is life going to give me that chance?"
Wow. I can't believe how intense those two sentences are, when you read them over. Especially now since I've found my happiness. I can really see how hurt and wanting I used to be, reading that.
I'll tell you that at this moment in time, life is wonderful. And the person who is responsible for making me feel this way...is my wonderful boyfriend.
I am in love.
Ha, but while I am very happy, I wanted to post some things that bugging me right now :
1. I can't bring myself to finish my physics homework, and it's only three problems.
2. I haven't gone to most of my classes in awhile.
3. I've been sick for about three weeks.
4. My left shoulder hurts.
5. I need to raise my grades. NEED.
6. I'm not interested in any of my classes...and am seriously wondering about changing my major.
7. My pass time for winter quarter is tomorrow, and I haven't had any time to think about my classes or plan out my schedule.
8. I miss my boyfriend...
9. It's 5:27 am and I don't know why I can't just do my homework so I can go to sleep.
10. I've eaten pretty much all the food in my room.
11. I really miss playing the piano.
12. And I really miss talking to my true friends.
Hmm. A longer, more reflective entry to come later.