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[twistedtweety]

When you start to think about your past and what you have done or what has been done apon you... I just have to sit back at think of how many times I fucked up and how many times I did not. Well needless to say my over welming emotions of sympathy for all that i have done I could not say anything that would take the pain i confliced apon another. So say only this for all of you that wish ill apon me you will get that of revenge. Its what you call you get what you give and well i think i have dished my last spoon full and well now someone is thowing the rottin food back at me. Well No worry i have always been the that can pull out of everything. Even if you think that there is no way out. There is always something thet can be done. I am only here for a reason and well i have to say this then for all of you that i have changed or changed something in your life good cuz you needed it and well damn it you would not be where you are right now other wise so stop the pain i feel. I know i am a bad person and i will go to hell when the times comes. But until then i am going to do what have been set forth to do and that is alter peoples lives. And I will never be happy. that is my goal.

Well i am glad that some one reads this shit and if you dont then fine be that way i see you cant even tell me to go fuck my self and die. At least then i could get a laugh. And hell you never know it could come true. HAHAHA well got to hit the sack for the next day calls. And at least i can count on money to always be there and never change. Except for the back account shows it. ahhaha

I cant sleep and i dont want to sleep
bad bad