Happy Happy Joy Joy.
Did I get what I wanted to say out last night? I sure did. Did it feel good? Oh yeah baby. Plus I guess at this point I really have nothing to worry about. In all honesty he knows that I can turn off those emotions if need be and no I will not freak out when I don’t get the chance to see him or if he is not around all the time. But I did tell him that I will not be at his beck and call. And if he can do it so can I. He likes hanging out with me so that is a bonus and well he did tell me that I have some gorgeous eyes or did he say pretty eyes who cares he said something nice about them. I have told him that cuz I am a friend that when he said he needed time I gave it to him. Even though I wanted to just be there for him and be with him. But yeah I wanted to just state that I killed something last night in me that I think is a good thing. Since everyone that I know happens to like this other side of me more then what I killed. So the bitch ass OMO is back and she will not go away. That weak pathetic side of OMO is gone and she well only return when I want it to until then drown bitch drown. I feel like I have gotten a lot of my shoulders and with that I feel that I can do a lot right now. Oh yeah I also gave him his space not only cuz he asked for it cuz he needed it so he may get his work done I do not want to be the cause if he fails. But he is too good to fail. Well we will see now what happens and yes this time really try are hardest to go day by day. Oh yeah one last thing yes I get very much so jealous when I hear you talk about some other girl ill get over it but its hard for me to so to say be a friend and say yeah buddy you should have tapped that shit.... No it’s not coming out of these lips. And cuz I like you way to much.... so yeah just so you know. Loves and Hugs.