kill them all -- i'll hold your dagger with my bloody hand
kill them all -- i'll hold your dagger with my bloody hand and stain your fingers with my saliva.
i was almost shaking with anger. my voice was already cold.
how numb could somebody be ... they didn't even realize that ... my voice ... was used by somebody else ... and my body ... was empty at that time.
the worst part is -- that person
that person is a friend.
// AND SHE WAS A DOLL THAT I USED TO COVER UP MY STAINS,MY MARKS THAT I LEFT ON THE WORLD, MY FINGERRINTS. MY DOLL THAT I USED TO COVER UP MY CORPSE -- BUT THAT DOLL -- THAT DOLL BETRAYED ME -- BECAUSE I CAME BACK AND I REALIZED I NEVER LEFT. //
???
i never thought i could feel so alone in my barkada -- never entertained the horrible thought that, once, maybe -- maybe -- just once -- i'd want to turn back time.
???
i've got to start listening to myself more.
i was almost shaking with anger. my voice was already cold.
how numb could somebody be ... they didn't even realize that ... my voice ... was used by somebody else ... and my body ... was empty at that time.
the worst part is -- that person
that person is a friend.
// AND SHE WAS A DOLL THAT I USED TO COVER UP MY STAINS,MY MARKS THAT I LEFT ON THE WORLD, MY FINGERRINTS. MY DOLL THAT I USED TO COVER UP MY CORPSE -- BUT THAT DOLL -- THAT DOLL BETRAYED ME -- BECAUSE I CAME BACK AND I REALIZED I NEVER LEFT. //
???
i never thought i could feel so alone in my barkada -- never entertained the horrible thought that, once, maybe -- maybe -- just once -- i'd want to turn back time.
???
i've got to start listening to myself more.