Aug 06, 2004 08:22
can you forgive me for feeling how you felt and wishing i could help? CAN YOU FORGIVE ME FOR EVER WISHING I COULD HELP? please . . .
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i'm absent today. i have sore eyes. *grins* they say if you've got sore eyes you've been a peeping tom. *grins*
Anyway, school's been really fucked up lately. A japanese exchange student joined us and will be joining us for 2 weeks. HoiHoi was ecstatic. Today, there were supposed to be Japanese visitors too. WHAT IN HELL? the school paper's going to do an article about them, so a Blocie's going to show them around.
the blocie.
THE blocie.
Victorino. *sighs* oh well, Japanese lang naman yun eh. not like they're Rohirrim or something. <-- if a Rohir DID come to our school [WHICH i highly doubt], i'd trail 'em. if ONLY i can go to Middle-Earth, i wouldn't have to be here. if only i could go to . . . NARNIA or . . PERN or SOMEWHERE.
*smiles*
Anywhere but here.
ANYWHERE but here.
Anywhere but this sick world where i live in.
Middle-Earth just sounds really good to me right now. SO good. i'd get to see my idol, Gandalf. i'd . . . i'd have to stop going to school. i'd go to Rohan! i'd go to Gondor! HELL. i'd go to . . . to . .. DOL AMROTH! i'd visit Cerin Amroth! i'd *sigh* see Celeborn and Galadriel.
yeah, well. *pokes the dream bubble into oblivion* nothing ever comes true once you've dreamt it up.
WHY?
because what we really, always, truly want is always impossible.
the IRONY that is the HUMAN RACE.
*grins* at least i can still dream -- AND that's the best place. isn't it?
isn't it? the best place to go to -- DEMENTIA.
--thanks Elise.
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i will poke myself into oblivion like that little dream bubble and go where it went. SOMEWHERE.