beautiful disaster
AM READING BOOK OF LOST TALES by JRR TOLKIEN
i've got to get more obsessed with Lord of the Rings. i need to start memorizing names fast . . . darn! i only know one name for Manwe and Aule and Tulkas, and i keep forgetting who Yvanna's younger sister is.
I NEED TO START READING AGAIN
. . .
6, new record, different place but the same means, not bad. one was too deep. i needed to clean it up a bit, but it's OK. didn't even sting.
Last friday, House Meeting period:
we were asked to name our greatest fear. most were afraid of death, or the death of a loved one. really? whatever for? death is inevitable, dying now would only save you the trouble of dying later.
i don't like flowers. who'd want someone who liked them to give them something dead?
i don't feel anything. it's a relief, of sorts.
. . .
i wrestled my brother today.
His first reaction, since he was frustrated, was to cry. Cry? why cry? how could you stay mad at someone who just CRIED? i couldn't. i've got a weak spot for my brother, and another one for tears. or even the tiniest hint of tears.
it wasn't as though he was pathetic, just, it made me think.
i've got to get more obsessed with Lord of the Rings. i need to start memorizing names fast . . . darn! i only know one name for Manwe and Aule and Tulkas, and i keep forgetting who Yvanna's younger sister is.
I NEED TO START READING AGAIN
. . .
6, new record, different place but the same means, not bad. one was too deep. i needed to clean it up a bit, but it's OK. didn't even sting.
Last friday, House Meeting period:
we were asked to name our greatest fear. most were afraid of death, or the death of a loved one. really? whatever for? death is inevitable, dying now would only save you the trouble of dying later.
i don't like flowers. who'd want someone who liked them to give them something dead?
i don't feel anything. it's a relief, of sorts.
. . .
i wrestled my brother today.
His first reaction, since he was frustrated, was to cry. Cry? why cry? how could you stay mad at someone who just CRIED? i couldn't. i've got a weak spot for my brother, and another one for tears. or even the tiniest hint of tears.
it wasn't as though he was pathetic, just, it made me think.