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I'm a mess. I'm a loser. I'm not th best but I knw at least I tried. I tried t help you, I tried t love you, I tried t make something of us. Th least you could've was t try. You couldnt even do that. Why oh why......... I need t do smth bout you smth bout us but i guess it's too l8. Soon enough I'm gna end this, end us for th second time. I'm gna regret this, but if this is what'd it will take t see you smile and laugh without faking it....then I'd do it. And as for me, I've t concentrate on my n's.
When I look back, I finally realised how many months I've wasted on you, how many nights I spent crying cuz of you, how many cuts it took me t realise you weren't worth th pain, how many letters it took me t finally figure out..you didn't care.
There's not much t think abt cuz I knw we're just not meant for each other. Fuck, I wna end this but.......why isn't my heart allowing me t?
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When I look back, I finally realised how many months I've wasted on you, how many nights I spent crying cuz of you, how many cuts it took me t realise you weren't worth th pain, how many letters it took me t finally figure out..you didn't care.
There's not much t think abt cuz I knw we're just not meant for each other. Fuck, I wna end this but.......why isn't my heart allowing me t?
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