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ive really had it up to here with things lately, pretend you can see me holding my hands up over my head. yeh. okay im wicked scared for yuliya, i hope her moms alright. i would feel really bad if the same thing happens to her mom that did to mine. okay i think i was supposed to meet a girl to fight? rachael or whatever but i kindah forgot plus i dont really need to waste my time going there just to see her ugly ass. okay. yeh school. lets see. monday was okay i guess i forget what happened. i made taylor and dan braceletts. i have a lot of free free time. yeh i think that day was pretty ook. tuesday same thing. wednesday was when thinks started to fuck up or maybe it was thursday.. i really dont remember. okay lets see taylor henrich was talking about me to tom ogoley and saying i annoyed her, but i thought we were friends so that really confused me. but yeh i guess i dont need her as a friend if she doesnt want me to be hers, i did nothing wrong as far as i know, we havent talked in the past week or so, maybe two weeks? but me and dan had become pretty good friends. but he can be very sarcastic, i know hes kidding but i took it seriously when i was upset and i guess i kindah bitched at him, i dont think tihings are all okay now but we still talk. like we're not as close as we used to be. not like we were ever like this- pretend you can see me crossing my fingers. okay. yeh but we still talked and he was always there. so yeh that day sucked. tom started making fun of me for no reason. that made me wicked upset. yeh then on thursday i didnt really talk to anyone. we had half day and an assembly on the high school, all my teachers suggested i take honors courses, and sense im already in algebra they said i can take 10th grade courses? well for scienc anda math. mrs bianchine said i should take honors geometry, and mrs sekor said i should take honors biology, you can onlly take biology or geometry if you are in the advanced math thing. yeh and i guess all biology and geometry is for that but HONORS is a higher level. i guess i could take 4 honors courses..but that might be a little much..hmm well if my teachers say so? yeh anyways in tutorial alex me yuliya tayler and sara sat around and i listened to my cd playyer and in my algebra test we got to listne to our cd players..my whole day consisted of nothing. ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING. then i came home and went online. james is my valentine now, he was so cute .. hed im me and be like hey valentine <3 ahw hes a sweetheart, that really brightened up my day. i think ashley is mad though? idk. she says shes not , and we are really close..BFAs but if shes mad she should tell me. today was normalish. science kindah sucked, and then algebra was okay i guess for some reason, social studies i sat next to devon whom i love completely..shes my BFA and sam who i love just as much and we watched this movie and for a slavery movie -- it was kindah interesting. oh yeh katie called me yesterday threatening me or something about coming to my house - never happened, then she said she was giogn to fight me in school today - never happened, she never even said soemthing to me. i love alyssa and cabrera. and im really starting to love alyson hawkins, shes so nice. idk if me and christine are friends anymore, but i do know ive gotten to know natalie a little better and i absolutely think shes great.. idk what she thinks of me? hm.. lets see then in tutorial me matt chicoine and johanna and katryna were doing this social studies thing, uh tayler bolduc went to jump rope with erika bu i idnt wanna go so i just stayed there..dan wasnt in school today. haha in french miss bertrand like gagged up something.. IT WAS GROSS AND HILEROUS, we all cracked up so she sent tom out of the room for being inappropriate or something. idk. yeh then i had english. senior tay was the sub becuase she had to leave school for a doctors appointment - someone told me, i forgot who. so i sat with devon, kristin, vanessa, caitilin, yuliya, danielle, michelle, michelle, alex and uh i think thats it, when we went to senior tays..we also listened to music. i love all those girlies. yep. okay im done i think. i do know that i wanna cut really bad and i havent really stopped. nope i did it just the other day.. i kindah have had to deal with alot with my family and school lately, its all a little too much. tomarrow im going to erikas party and then in the next weekend im invited to livias and then over vacation nicole collins. exciting lots of parties. i love erika, livia, and nicole collins [ not cyr] ick. she imed me by the way and is all like stop commenting in my journal..which i didnt, my computer hardly works..shes so stupid. everyone hates her. goddddd. yeh and one last thing.. i love bianca and angie..my new friends <3 yes im kindah in a confused mood. happy/sad. they painted my room new room pink, closet light pink, bathroom light green. im so excited !! im moving in soon. kk ill shut up but you gotta comment <3