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well idk how long its been but i feel like catching up a little bit. im grounded. no need to get into that. but finally when things are looking up for me and im out of that whole depression mode, i felt liek i was okay and happy with life..and idk it seemed like the music i was listening to kindah depressed me..and i made my life seem more miserable than it is.. im listening to everything. yes im a poser if thats what you wanna call me..fuck you i dont care what you think. my mom thinks im a suicidal freak and thats basically why im grounded. im talking to alli hood and alex online and updating my ipod. just got off the phone with jenni and christy. wow i love those girlies. i miss rachael alyssa and krystal. sense my computer is broken im updating at my dads office because he owns a phone company and has a bunch of computers plus owns the building..im here alone waiting for shit to download. i miss alli hood. old times man, old times. im moving into my new house at the end of this month or in three weeks if everything goes as planned. everythings basically done. hopefully nothing will step in the way. okay sense i have nothing to write about ill just write about the weekend.
well i decided to dump beau on saturday becasue i didnt get to see him much, but i think we are still "together" and probably will get back together. but yeh i went ot alex's party and slept there with sara sam erika christa shelby michelle and i cant remember truthfully. yuliya nurhan jake ryan nate chido and devan were there but left early.
k we went outside and played truth or dare and when people fell asleep we 'antiqued' them. but yeh in truth or dare i had to kiss christa, shelby, ryan, and jake. i was l ike the only one who did things. thwey were so gay. but yeh.. i only like 'pecked' them so yeh. but i made out with devan. lol
in school this week and next week ryan & nate cant sit with us at lunch so our table has been split up becuase some people wanna sit with them and some with us. yeh. miss houle is gay. she thinks shelby and nate will do stuff at lunch but ima go. bye♥
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well i decided to dump beau on saturday becasue i didnt get to see him much, but i think we are still "together" and probably will get back together. but yeh i went ot alex's party and slept there with sara sam erika christa shelby michelle and i cant remember truthfully. yuliya nurhan jake ryan nate chido and devan were there but left early.
k we went outside and played truth or dare and when people fell asleep we 'antiqued' them. but yeh in truth or dare i had to kiss christa, shelby, ryan, and jake. i was l ike the only one who did things. thwey were so gay. but yeh.. i only like 'pecked' them so yeh. but i made out with devan. lol
in school this week and next week ryan & nate cant sit with us at lunch so our table has been split up becuase some people wanna sit with them and some with us. yeh. miss houle is gay. she thinks shelby and nate will do stuff at lunch but ima go. bye♥
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