I hate people sometimes....
Yea well I think I will mention the worst part of today later. Anyways. I didn't wake up until like 12:30. haha. Probably cause I was on the phone all night last night with Mike. I hung out with him for a few today. We went to the mall n whatnot. Then he dropped me off at Ash's house. We played with sidewalk chalk. Then we went to Mcdonalds. Then Ash, Jim, and Krista dropped me off. So yea my day was good until I got home around 10.
Then the bitching started as usual. First my mom n stepdad were yelling at me for yellin at Candice. Its not my fault shes a stupid little ho. If only her dad beleived me when I told him all the shit she's done. Then my mom wouldn't stop yelling at me cause of last night. And friday night. And this morning. She just sits there screaming at me for shit that isn't even my fault. This is why I need to get out of this house. This is why I am moving out this summer and never coming back. This is why I am so stressed out. Its also why I always turn to drugs for releif. So yea I really need to start saving up n whatnot. Because I am not going to be able to live here much longer. I am going to die form this bullshit. Maybe I am overthinking this a little bit, butif you people were here and had to deal with this then you'd feel the same way I do. I am soo sick of this. I just want to get school done and over with so that i can get a damned job and not worry about having to deal with my stupid ass parents. I hate this I really do. I probably sound really selfish or something but god how would you feel. I mean I know so many people have it worse than I do. But its soo much to have to deal with. I still stress about mypast with my dad. It like kinda haunts me, especially now more than ever since I started to do some work on that book I wanna write. I have to deal with school and my mom and her stupid ass husband. I really dislike him. A lot! Well this is all for now cause yea. Oh yea n Mike's nickname is nanook. lol. I have no clue. This was the good ole asherly who came up with this. lol.
So yea schmitty n nanook what a pair!!
k well byes peoples.
Then the bitching started as usual. First my mom n stepdad were yelling at me for yellin at Candice. Its not my fault shes a stupid little ho. If only her dad beleived me when I told him all the shit she's done. Then my mom wouldn't stop yelling at me cause of last night. And friday night. And this morning. She just sits there screaming at me for shit that isn't even my fault. This is why I need to get out of this house. This is why I am moving out this summer and never coming back. This is why I am so stressed out. Its also why I always turn to drugs for releif. So yea I really need to start saving up n whatnot. Because I am not going to be able to live here much longer. I am going to die form this bullshit. Maybe I am overthinking this a little bit, butif you people were here and had to deal with this then you'd feel the same way I do. I am soo sick of this. I just want to get school done and over with so that i can get a damned job and not worry about having to deal with my stupid ass parents. I hate this I really do. I probably sound really selfish or something but god how would you feel. I mean I know so many people have it worse than I do. But its soo much to have to deal with. I still stress about mypast with my dad. It like kinda haunts me, especially now more than ever since I started to do some work on that book I wanna write. I have to deal with school and my mom and her stupid ass husband. I really dislike him. A lot! Well this is all for now cause yea. Oh yea n Mike's nickname is nanook. lol. I have no clue. This was the good ole asherly who came up with this. lol.
So yea schmitty n nanook what a pair!!
k well byes peoples.