Stop Looking at Me 1/1

May 31, 2011 20:08

365 Gay Sharks
Day 142, Word Count: 380
Theme: Chain Reactions

Stop Looking at Me 1/1
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: Kurt/Sam
Summary: Sam won't stop looking at Kurt, and Kurt doesn't know how to handle it.


Kurt hates when Sam looks at him  like that. He's dating Blaine, he's in love, he's happy.

But then stupid Sam looks at him like that, and he gets confused.

Sam is bisexual, something that actually makes a lot of sense(but is rather problematic for Kurt, actually).

He hasn't said anything, he just keeps looking at him.

He's a bit like a sad puppy, something Kurt never thought would affect him, but it does.

He loves Blaine, he reminds himself. He's just a little . . . confused. Aware. Sam exists, right? Thinking about him isn't a bad thing. It happens. He's just a boy who won't stop looking at him, and it'll pass.

His sexuality may not be a phase, but his crush on Kurt will be.

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Kurt cleans out his locker on the last day of school. Graduation is coming up, and he's ready for it.

He sees Sam and looks around, desperately ready to duck out of sight, but he knows he's stuck when he hears his name called from those beautiful lips.

"Hey, Sam." He smiles at him like his heart isn't dropping, like somehow he isn't halfway in love with him.

"Hey," he says, smiling a dopey sort of smile.

"I should--" Kurt starts to say, but then Sam is pressing him against the locker, kissing him intensely, and his brain isn't working, and Sam's lips are so soft, and all he can think about is Sam. He isn't thinking about Graduation, or college, or New York, or the fact that he's leaving with his boyfriend the next week, he just gives into it.

Eventually Sam pulls away and says shakily, "I just wanted to do that. Just once, before you left."

Kurt presses his fingers to his lips, watching as Sam walks away.

XXXX
Sam never stops looking at him the way he had in high school whenever he sees him.

They never stop thinking about that kiss, or about the fact that it didn't change anything.

Or, well, it changes one thing. Kurt starts looking at him the same way--halfway yearning, halfway ashamed.

There has to be some sort of way to fix it, but neither one of them can break out of their roles, out of their lives, just enough to change everything.

pairing: kurt/sam, beasties 2011: 365 gay sharks, fandom: glee

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