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[twistedshell]

I've been putting feeling anything about this out of my head. Ive been trying to think more about other things, like how other people are and things I need to get done. The whole reality of it has slipped into my mind for a few minutes a couple of times.
I can't even describe how strongly I mean this when I say it- Never have I felt as fucking terrible in my entire life.