decisions....
i'm the worst decision maker in the whole wide fuckin world and now i have to make the most important one in my life......which sucks!
as all you guys know, i'm here since 4months (no dad not 5 haha) and i'm living on a freakin rollercoaster. so, since i just had a breakdown this week i guess i'm gonna come home with my mom and dad in february....yeah...i know....but i tried. i tried so fuckin hard....i just cant go on....
it's not decided yet but...i guess i'll do it. damn, jenny, shannon, amanda, amanda, cami, melissa, danielle and all you guys i will miss you so much...i just...man this sucks....one the one side i really dont wanna leave all you guys...but i cant go on. shari i dont wanna miss your baby, jamie i will miss u so much! i'm crying...i just dont know what to do. everyone is saying that i should just do what i think is the best for me...but what is that????? can someone please tell me that? cause i really dont know it....i really dont.
as all you guys know, i'm here since 4months (no dad not 5 haha) and i'm living on a freakin rollercoaster. so, since i just had a breakdown this week i guess i'm gonna come home with my mom and dad in february....yeah...i know....but i tried. i tried so fuckin hard....i just cant go on....
it's not decided yet but...i guess i'll do it. damn, jenny, shannon, amanda, amanda, cami, melissa, danielle and all you guys i will miss you so much...i just...man this sucks....one the one side i really dont wanna leave all you guys...but i cant go on. shari i dont wanna miss your baby, jamie i will miss u so much! i'm crying...i just dont know what to do. everyone is saying that i should just do what i think is the best for me...but what is that????? can someone please tell me that? cause i really dont know it....i really dont.