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there are many things in this relationship i dont understand. people say i should move on. find someone new. but thats not possible. i wish they could understand what love feels like. then they would know that moving on just isnt an option. he says he still loves me. but what does he really want? hes so perfect but does he feel that way about me? and if he does then why? i guess he just has alot going on right now and i totaly understand. so i guess i will just have to follow my own advice which is truly the great words of john lennon "let it be and in the end the love you gave is equal to the love you take." i hate winter. its so cold and depressing. when im old and retired im going to migrate during the winters. cause like many others i get slightly depressed in winter cause of lack of sunlight and cold. some people have to go to tanning beds during the winter so that it takes the place of true sunlight oters take anti depressants. i dont want a tan so i wont go to a tanning bed i just want the coldness to go away! this may seem pretty stupid to some people but i hate winter with a passion.