i don't like to have the rain on my shoes
i think i am writing this out of frustration. i tried to do all my bio and failed but its not due till friday so i'll be chill. but i skipped dance to try and do it all and get my dress tailored and shit.
it sucks that i go to dance a lot and feel like i'm not really getting anywhere with it. i havent even been dancing for two years and here i am spending so much time in the same 3 rooms over and over to keep hitting a wall i feel i can't break down. i'm not in a lot of routines and i don't ever get complimented its like JESUS CHRIST would it kill you to say something. but i don't blame them, if theres really nothing to compliment.
i'm so over feeling frustrated. i have to get a job this summer so dance 8-4 and work 4-9. I want to take drivers ed and get it over with. I don't want to go to Nationals, if someone could just please send me to the beach in North Carolina like we do once a year that'd be great thanks. I'm sick of trying to do all this homework and blah blah blah.
i'm so over this.