*HUGE NEWS*
*cough* well... for all who know, mom and I have been on EXTREMELY rocky ground for the past few months...
So yesterday she was being EXTREME bitch, and she told me, 'YOU OWE ME MORE MONEY JUST FOR YOUR FUCKING CAT!!' so... I packed my shit and I called up Marie and I came back to her house...! I'm back in La Porte...!
Now I know, I got my barrel full of problems, but I couldn't keep harboring her's as well...!
I felt bad last night, about calling up Marie out of the blue... but... I had to get out...
Seth is made at me for having to pack my stuff and picking up my mess of a room... x.x;; I said sorry, but he just doesn't understand how it was over there...
Having to hide in my room so her drunken rages don't lash out on me, walking on eggshells, and always having to wait on her to follow through on her end of the deal... Gale said 'Take your own steps to independance'... so I did... step one, get somewhere that can help me get my life back on track.
Dad is being really nice... 'You do what you want to do, no one will force you to do anything... you don't owe anyone here anything and this is your home.'
omg I'm crying again... fuck..
I cried alot yesterday, and today I have little fits of tears, but I think I'm just so happy that I can relax... but I still feel bad that Mom had to deal with the move on her own, and everyone had to deal with all that shit I left behind... but... I was about to fucking break...
Mom just called, 'Um, I'll be turning off your cellphone, and you need to come get this cat.' x.x;; it's offical... I'm done with her. I got to tell her stuff I'd been holding back for sometime now... like how she's a stupid drunk and she's slowly killing herself with booze...
*cough*
Oh and I guess while we're dropping bombs, I have somehow gotten a boyfriend... o.x yeah, shocker huh? It's Will... he's adorable, and he's the only guy I've felt this way for in about 3 1/2 years! It's insanity, but here he is! Please don't be mad at me for like switching to the 'bi' side... I fought with my mind for days over this situtation and it just feels right... <3<3
ps- when I get a new cellphone, I'll let ya know the number <3<3
So yesterday she was being EXTREME bitch, and she told me, 'YOU OWE ME MORE MONEY JUST FOR YOUR FUCKING CAT!!' so... I packed my shit and I called up Marie and I came back to her house...! I'm back in La Porte...!
Now I know, I got my barrel full of problems, but I couldn't keep harboring her's as well...!
I felt bad last night, about calling up Marie out of the blue... but... I had to get out...
Seth is made at me for having to pack my stuff and picking up my mess of a room... x.x;; I said sorry, but he just doesn't understand how it was over there...
Having to hide in my room so her drunken rages don't lash out on me, walking on eggshells, and always having to wait on her to follow through on her end of the deal... Gale said 'Take your own steps to independance'... so I did... step one, get somewhere that can help me get my life back on track.
Dad is being really nice... 'You do what you want to do, no one will force you to do anything... you don't owe anyone here anything and this is your home.'
omg I'm crying again... fuck..
I cried alot yesterday, and today I have little fits of tears, but I think I'm just so happy that I can relax... but I still feel bad that Mom had to deal with the move on her own, and everyone had to deal with all that shit I left behind... but... I was about to fucking break...
Mom just called, 'Um, I'll be turning off your cellphone, and you need to come get this cat.' x.x;; it's offical... I'm done with her. I got to tell her stuff I'd been holding back for sometime now... like how she's a stupid drunk and she's slowly killing herself with booze...
*cough*
Oh and I guess while we're dropping bombs, I have somehow gotten a boyfriend... o.x yeah, shocker huh? It's Will... he's adorable, and he's the only guy I've felt this way for in about 3 1/2 years! It's insanity, but here he is! Please don't be mad at me for like switching to the 'bi' side... I fought with my mind for days over this situtation and it just feels right... <3<3
ps- when I get a new cellphone, I'll let ya know the number <3<3