I thought the night would get better but it got worse..
So my manager at carrabbas called and said if I got her message.. and I didnt and i guess i was suppose to be at work at 430 today... yeah got the message around 7.. but i go in at 430 tommorow.. Thursday is going to be the 4th AUthority Zero show for me.. and about the 20 thousandth last laugh show.. so that is what i am all giddy about..
"NOW ON THAT"- Herminator
I think that my "brother" lies to me about things... i believe that it is better just to tell me straight up and not make up lies about things... just tell me the truth it is better that way then to lie to me.. it just has been bothering me.. On lj i really dont think i have told u about what i am feeling but i think this is going to be the first but deff. not the last... But i thought this person was my brother.. my best friend.. my love.. but what does he really feel about me.. does he understand that in a month we are going to be seperated.. and not being able to see each other pretty much everyday??? Will it be when he moves that he would relize what he could have had??? I hope he does... but maybe he wont... and i guess that would be the way it was suppose to end up. I hope this person reads this tonight and calls me.. so we can talk.. just about things.. That is the way to solve things.. gruging on the problems is the worst. i hope you wont feel "uncomforatble"
Thanks to the guy friends Steele <3 and Ron <3 for listeing to me jibber jabber about this.. haha sorry guys..
And to kate who also listened to me I LOVE U!!!! BFFEAEAEAEAEA
ADIOS,
Jamie
"NOW ON THAT"- Herminator
I think that my "brother" lies to me about things... i believe that it is better just to tell me straight up and not make up lies about things... just tell me the truth it is better that way then to lie to me.. it just has been bothering me.. On lj i really dont think i have told u about what i am feeling but i think this is going to be the first but deff. not the last... But i thought this person was my brother.. my best friend.. my love.. but what does he really feel about me.. does he understand that in a month we are going to be seperated.. and not being able to see each other pretty much everyday??? Will it be when he moves that he would relize what he could have had??? I hope he does... but maybe he wont... and i guess that would be the way it was suppose to end up. I hope this person reads this tonight and calls me.. so we can talk.. just about things.. That is the way to solve things.. gruging on the problems is the worst. i hope you wont feel "uncomforatble"
Thanks to the guy friends Steele <3 and Ron <3 for listeing to me jibber jabber about this.. haha sorry guys..
And to kate who also listened to me I LOVE U!!!! BFFEAEAEAEAEA
ADIOS,
Jamie