realization
ive come to the realization that the woman i love just doesnt want me anymore.... well i know she wants me cause she tells me but sadly not to the extent i want her.... shes willing to stop everything for nothing and i would cut off my arm before i give up. So im not done...i will pursue even if it is in nothing.... i will keep calling until she tells me not to.... i will keep trying till she finds someone else.... i will keep being selfish will i die