Good morning agrivation
so i wake up and call My girlfriend to see if she didnt have school today as well. she didnt. we talked for a wheil and then she asked me how bad the roads are. i find out they are pretty wicked and i tell her cause as much as i wanna see her id feel like crap if she crashed. but im not even sure if she wanted to know if the roads are bad in order to see me, so i didnt mention it. you know dont wanna come off as vain.so i love this woman to death and back again. in everyway and every form she is so perfect for me. i think somtimes i know her so much but then she goes and changes on me. when i say im sry that the roads are bad because u know im kinda sry that shes stranded there, she snaps at me and asked me why im sry . im like i dont know... and she says well if u dont know then y are u sry. im mean i was just sry, does no one else get this it seems no one does anymore. i always thought you can be sry without you being at falt. i thought it kinda takes out its importance if you are only sry when your at falt. i mean im sry when shes depressed and lonely. DOES NO ONE FEEL COMPASSION FOR ONE ANOTHER WHEN THEY ARE SAD. i knew how much i wanted to see her. so ive just woken up and taken a shower done nothing else. and after this she tells me that i should go and get high more and she will talk to me later. all i did was feel sry for someone and im now concidered at falt. now i guess im sry i annoyed her. but if i say that i will be saying sry too much.truth is i love her so much and she loves me and we are together and thats what matters i know we will work through this little thing but its not just her i guess its me cause its like barely NO ONE thinks the same way as me anymore. it wasnt always like this. was it? to feel sry is to feel remorse toward somthing or somone. it doesnt say anything about being at falt. PLEASE TELL ME... AM I JUST INSANE OR DO WE HAVE NO LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER ANYMORE. today im feeling like my poem dreams inside
Dream inside
Tear that lied
When you died
Will you know you tried
Or be left with your pride
Looking at the family you can’t provide
And the love you were denied
With no where left to hide
Dead beside where you reside
Your emotions divide then collide
What was said was implied so now it will misguide
Your brains fried so no one replied
What’s become?
Of world of scum
Who will succumb
To them
Chanting their drum
Calling to some
Living with whatever may come
Am I insane?
Does madness run in this vein?
Do I love pain
Take off this chain
So I can explain
My campaign of the slain
Here comes the rain
And I feel plain
Say I’m humane
With lines of cocaine
Happiness I cannot contain
Happiness I cannot obtain
My soul you cannot detain
My pain, dose it entertain
Throw my soul below
Much left to know
Nothing left to grow
More blood will flow
No where to go
Slow, down
Listen, to the clown With the never ending frown Holding, his shitless crown Around, his pathetic town Hoping, the sad will drown I have found salvation Within no Communication What’s your foundation Your motivation In this bias nation Of bigotry relation So what’s become Of this world of scum And who will succumb To them Banging their drum Crying to some Surviving with whatever may come
My head will swell
Tears fell
Meaning well
Time will tell
2nd hand hell
Throwing away your deceitful hate into that which you humbly debate
Never learned to wait till it was your turn to emancipate
Leave behind you reckless childhood and die quietly like you know you should
If I could have moment of your dear time
If you could listen to my pathetic rhyme
I will show you a land of remorse
Living in its own discourse
Of course no one will believe
What’s right in front of them
A shit infested smoldering heap of detested filth
Every now and then
Over and over again
Father country
What is your degree
Of living with me
Holding down
A world renown clown
well mw and her started talking and it looks like things are fine... i love that woman so much
Dream inside
Tear that lied
When you died
Will you know you tried
Or be left with your pride
Looking at the family you can’t provide
And the love you were denied
With no where left to hide
Dead beside where you reside
Your emotions divide then collide
What was said was implied so now it will misguide
Your brains fried so no one replied
What’s become?
Of world of scum
Who will succumb
To them
Chanting their drum
Calling to some
Living with whatever may come
Am I insane?
Does madness run in this vein?
Do I love pain
Take off this chain
So I can explain
My campaign of the slain
Here comes the rain
And I feel plain
Say I’m humane
With lines of cocaine
Happiness I cannot contain
Happiness I cannot obtain
My soul you cannot detain
My pain, dose it entertain
Throw my soul below
Much left to know
Nothing left to grow
More blood will flow
No where to go
Slow, down
Listen, to the clown With the never ending frown Holding, his shitless crown Around, his pathetic town Hoping, the sad will drown I have found salvation Within no Communication What’s your foundation Your motivation In this bias nation Of bigotry relation So what’s become Of this world of scum And who will succumb To them Banging their drum Crying to some Surviving with whatever may come
My head will swell
Tears fell
Meaning well
Time will tell
2nd hand hell
Throwing away your deceitful hate into that which you humbly debate
Never learned to wait till it was your turn to emancipate
Leave behind you reckless childhood and die quietly like you know you should
If I could have moment of your dear time
If you could listen to my pathetic rhyme
I will show you a land of remorse
Living in its own discourse
Of course no one will believe
What’s right in front of them
A shit infested smoldering heap of detested filth
Every now and then
Over and over again
Father country
What is your degree
Of living with me
Holding down
A world renown clown
well mw and her started talking and it looks like things are fine... i love that woman so much