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[twistedmailman]

hi im updating..so you know my girlfriend heather right well we arnt going out anymore its a funny story ill start from the begining... my mother and i always had problems and on may28 (day after my birthday) 2005 we had a really bad dissagreement me being 17 now knew that i could legally move out... mostly i decided this because my mother told me

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[anonymous]

how am i a slut??? i lost my "virginty" to u (maybe i lost it to joe instead idk) only ppl i had sex w/ was u and joe! i have only fucked u once...that one time at cascades (that i paid for) ...seeing how were one this topic...u know how u always begged for head??? everytime were together??? u know why i never did?? u fucking stink down there!!!!!!! really bad thats y i was gagging soooooo bad when i went to do it....thats y i stoped to easy......u prob cheated on me w/ so many girls then didn't even bother to clean up ....and besides i HAVE a life...its you who dont! ur the one who went to jail..ur the one that ohh soo depressed....sounds like its you! so...now how am i the slut????? what did i do besides break up w/ u because i wasn't happy (u said i didn't have to stay w/ u if i didn't want to) ....so how about u quit all of your childish ways and get over the fact that im gone and im not comeing back! now the lies on the other hand...ok..

LIES:
LIE 1- the dumpster thing? why the hell did you lie to me 2CE about that???? u could of told me that u slept behind a dumpster...yes i would care but i wouldn't freak..instead u tell me that u walked untill prison area then u got picked up and got a ride to pjs and u were staying there...then at school u tell me that u slept under bridges....
LIE 2- me disobaying to fuck u but not going to that house..u make it sound like i am some slut! u fucked me and i letted you because like i told u i THOUGHT it was love then...and the reason y i didn't go there..was i just didn't want to i didn't like it there pops scares the shit out of me...it smells like piss and weed....and when ever i did go over there all U wanted to do was fuck!

THIS ISN'T A LIE BUT ITS A COMPLAINT!
when ur legs hurt oh so bad..and crap...u couldn't walk to my house...BUT u could go swimming..u could go to kenny and travis's....you could do all that shit but not see me????? THATS Y I CAME AND GOT U FROM THERE AND SLAPED U 2 TIMES HARD!!!! btw...joe will see me no matter how much pain he's in and ill go see him (BECAUSE IM ALLOWED OVER THERE) no matter how much pain im in!!!

TELL MORE ABOUT THE CRIMES!!! THAT FUCKING PISSED ME OFF!!!!!!!!!! i should of broke up w/ u right then and there..but believe me i did talk about it!!!

LIE 3- U TOLD ME U DIDN'T DO THE CRIMES!!!!!

LIE 4- according to what u told me u ate everyday!

U MET ME AT THE MALL????????? WHERE THE HELL WAS I?????????? LIE 5 ?

well 5 lies among that...

and trust me theres more! i have them all written down in my diary but its at school tomorrow i will bring it home and i will comment back!!!!!!! oh i want to leave more comments about u entry....u make it seem like u have done nothing wrong! u did have a role in our relationship u know! u ALWAYS tryed to keep me away from my parents..u always tryed to get me to change them...u made me feel like if i can't change them like u did yours then im just a piece of worthless shit....actually i do remember u calling me something about not changeing them! that was back at the first time i wanted to break up w/ u...(actually 2nd or 3rd) everyone though i should and it would be best for me! even J...because if u chose other shit over me and put me last and always make up excuses..then ur not good enough....and still..when ever i called i ALWAYS got whos this?? well who the FUCK else????? u never could tell me the truth huh? thats y u kept the whole "dumpster" thing away? or are you only saying that to make ppl feel sorry for you? well it dont work for me! well enjoy this comment ill comment back sometime maybe tomorrow or so..

uh huh

[twistedmailman]

well u make many invalid points... just because i didnt want you to worry dosent mean i was perposly tryin to lie to you and oh yeah makes alot of sense that thats a bad thing but u lied serveral times about y u wanted to break up... oh im scared od commentment ....yet your engaged yet again dumbass.... and ohh yea this was a good one were baseing or relationship on sex well obviously You were the one doin that cause u would hint at it all day id get all ready then u would come over and ohhh you didnt mention anything so i asked we hadnt fucked in 3 months i asked 1 night after u hinted about it over the phone multible times and all i want is sex... i did sleep behind dumpsters and what was i supossed to tell you you would just tell your parents for some random ass reason and added some shit just for the fuck of it...sound farmillar ohh dad there was a fight outside the fosters and this guy had a gun... ohh another thing u lied about hmmm ohh and heres another one u lied to me about y u couldnt go to the fosters... yea im supossed to walk to your house but you cant get over a lil thing like someone who scares you who stays in one part of the house and i did meet u at the mall maybe u dont remember cause u were too busy dreamin about fuckin 15 year olds u dont remember yea what was i supossed to tell you ohh hun i havent ate in 3 days but dont fell bad or worry what good would it have done i did the crimes after u cheated on me so i never lied to u about em... der unless u were talking about after i got out if so u a dumb hoe if u think i have any reason to be truthful to u in anyway u aint shit to me anymore no one who cheats on me ever will be becides its not like you were good at anything anyways all u did was lie like a lump and we did have sex more then that once behind ur garage once at the park twice at my moms house once at the fosters...need i go on? well now that ive proved everything u said was just a sad attempt at being cleaver ill end this

Re: uh huh

[anonymous]

no ben u will NOT end this because u are nothing but a mother fucking lier! u god damn fucking ass hole!!!!!!!! you say i cheated on you? FUCKING PROVE IT!! i bet u can't because why?? oh yeah i NEVER cheated on you!!! ever i never cheated on anyone and i NEVER will? what makes you think your soo god damn special for me to cheat on you?? what makes you so god damn different??? not matter how much of an asshole anyone is or how pissed i am at them i will NEVER EVER EVER cheat!!!!!!!! and besides i am 100% aginst cheating so y would i be a fucking hiprocrite (like u) and cheat? and i NEVER said that i didn't want the commentment! i told you that u changed ...u put me to last to EVERYTHING...and only time i really got attention was when u wanted to do something...other then that ur getting high..playing video games..in another room ....hell u barely talked to me! thats y for an hr or so i was laying on the bed talking to nikki who was on the couch!!! i never hinted to sex! maybe once or 2ce yeah..but u wanted it so bad u went all the way to makeing me have phone sex w/ u (not makeing me like do it but u would beg) your the type of bf that WONT walk the extra mile to see his girlfriend..your the type that will walk your distance then wait and make her walk the extra mile! EVER THINK I TOO GET TIRED! I STILL WALKED!!! U FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!well i WILL comment back later!

Re: uh huh

[twistedmailman]

of course u will comment later because u cant let it go hun i didnt ask u to have phone sex with me that was all u saying im so lonely i want you to be here and shit so i came up with somthing it really didnt do anything for me and u said in your exact words "even looking at the menu is cheating" which u obviously did there for you by your difinition cheated hey i went by it so y couldnt u.... ok and anyways I FUCKING SAW U ON TAPE YOU GODDAMN BIMBO get over it u cheated its not the end of the world your just sluty many important girls are sluts look at madonna you dont have to freak out about this its ok

Re: uh huh

[anonymous]

and ur saying im weird with sex u have a weid fantasy about getting kiddinaped and raped wtf is up with that god what i didnt act like i was rapein you realisticly enough or somthing huny your fucking screwed up i did spend time with you i will admit i didnt spend every waking moment with you like i was but damn im a fucking person too your gonna find no matter how much somone loves you they are gonna want some damn space expessially from your retarded ass i mean damn im sorry but not haveing a girlfriend with a damn common sense really sucked i would say somthing and u would think i was making a joke and laugh at it or think when i say somtyhing like bush is screwing up the social secrurtiy program somone needs to take him out and impeach him or you woulld think im serious alot too because every single joke of mine went over your head and i dont wanna talk to you most of your friends dont even want to tlak to you why the fuck would i

Re: uh huh

[anonymous]

u fucking said i got all your jokes so theres another fucking lie...and i never got serious about bush so theres another fucking lie..and i took some of your jokes seriously and u would tell me you were jokeing..u were barely serious...if you have it on tape then show me! btw u prob did cheat on me but me being as "dumb" as i am i believed you i should of just believed patty! she prob was telling complete truth ! and now all the truth comes out about how u feel about me u fucking fake ass! holding back all thous lies! im glad im going out w/ joe!!!!!!!! he ACTUALLY LOVES ME!!!!!....but it is nice to know the truth about what u actually felt about me! through out the whole almost year of going out! asshole

Re: uh huh

[twistedmailman]

the fucking funny thing is... he dosent and you will find that out soon enough and when it happens although i may not be there phycially know im there spirtually laughing my ass off at ur retardism and what the fuck the point was that u never got serious about bush read over it real slow take your time it will come too u, u fucking dumbass its ok take your time theres a good girl.... looks like you joined the ranks of jackie... she fantisied about being raped too so i guess theres two domesticated whores i know and i didnt mind that you were retarded when we were going out but you know looking back at it i should have been ohh and by the way i never cheated on u and if u remember patty lied straight to ur face when she said at fist she saw us then later when i was there that there was a girl looking for me .... yea u can go ahead and bealieve that all day dumbass