remember:tuff guys finish first
ok, so basically, ive been thinking about him alot. and ive noticed that ive kinda talked about him alot lately also. and its weird to talk about him b/c i feel like im talking about him behind his back sometimes, but he doesnt have a back anymore, so , i guess im not. and i talk about the things that he wouldnt want to be said. and i miss him. and theres nothing i can do. and its so strange to go to his house, and hes not there. and i know there was no blood shared between us, but im told that im alot like him. we have the same loud mouth, say whateverthefucks on ur mind personalities, and i love that i got that trait from him. the reason why im such a bitch is probly b/c he was such an ass. i dreamt about him, and it was so strange it seemed real. and sometimes i think im forgettting him, it weird b/c i dont think about him all the time, so, its like ive forgotten him, and then i feel like shit. and then when i think about the way it happened i feel like shit. i couldve asked him to stop, i couldve visited more. but he was always sick. always. and what was i to do? and i think about how it happened it was so sudden, so insanely random and sudden. i can remember so vividly. hospitalas give me the chills now. and i tried to talk to him. and they keft me alone in the room w/ him, and i tried to talk to him and he would talk back, b/c he was dead. only kept alive by a machine. and i had known that since i first saw him laying there. i was so distraught at all of the visits i had bloody noses most the time. and then i realized life is pointless and nothing really matters.....
ok enough rambling about stupid shit
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ON A HAPPIER NOTE ( i love bry*nfuckingh*ff*rty!)
What would you do with a drunken sailor, early in the morning?
Early, Up she rises, Early in the morning!
Shave his belly with a rusty razor, early in the morning!
Throw him in the hold with the captain's daughter, early in the morning!
Put him in the back of the paddy wagon, early in the morning!
TwoAndTw0isFivE: i say, i bet you would make a master debater
ok enough rambling about stupid shit
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ON A HAPPIER NOTE ( i love bry*nfuckingh*ff*rty!)
What would you do with a drunken sailor, early in the morning?
Early, Up she rises, Early in the morning!
Shave his belly with a rusty razor, early in the morning!
Throw him in the hold with the captain's daughter, early in the morning!
Put him in the back of the paddy wagon, early in the morning!
TwoAndTw0isFivE: i say, i bet you would make a master debater